
“Is it possible for him to get any whiter?”
“GUYS MY HAIR IS BLACK”
“So, so pale...”
“GUYS MY HAIR IS BLACK”
“So, so pale...”
on November 09, 2017

I miss you so much
I think about you everyday, because there are things that remind me of you
I want to see you
I want to be around you
I want to hug you and make all your problems go away
I want you to be happy
But real happy, not the fake stuff See More
I miss you
I love you, Andrew
You're so important to me
Remember that,
You're Andrew
You're important
You matter
You make me, and other people, smile
You are such a big difference in my life,,,
And it would make a big difference if you left,,,
Please don't ever leave,
I think about you everyday, because there are things that remind me of you
I want to see you
I want to be around you
I want to hug you and make all your problems go away
I want you to be happy
But real happy, not the fake stuff See More
I miss you
I love you, Andrew
You're so important to me
Remember that,
You're Andrew
You're important
You matter
You make me, and other people, smile
You are such a big difference in my life,,,
And it would make a big difference if you left,,,
Please don't ever leave,
on November 09, 2017

im dying my hair black
on November 09, 2017

Funny story
My friend got in trouble because he says the word “thot”
Because why thot?
And a bunch of six graders were yelling it at each other and just
“We heard Jake **** Say it,,”
So now he’s in trouble
My friend got in trouble because he says the word “thot”
Because why thot?
And a bunch of six graders were yelling it at each other and just
“We heard Jake **** Say it,,”
So now he’s in trouble
on November 09, 2017

Blocked and reported

Literally
“Don’t ask me for help when there’s only two inches of hair on your head”
??? That’s how much hair I want
That’s how much hair I have
Like what? See More
And I don’t WANT YOUR HELP
?? THOT ?? BEGONE
“Don’t ask me for help when there’s only two inches of hair on your head”
??? That’s how much hair I want
That’s how much hair I have
Like what? See More
And I don’t WANT YOUR HELP
?? THOT ?? BEGONE
on November 09, 2017
on November 09, 2017

My "cousin" who I honestly LOATHE told me to stop dying my hair becaus e
"My dresser said that your hair is going to turn to gum and fall out"
Because she showed her hairdresser a picture or smth
and like
I use filters and bad lighting sometimes ???
And "can you don't" ((Renee,,, two times today))
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My hair is REALLY healthy and that's not sarcastic
so like,,,
go away,
"My dresser said that your hair is going to turn to gum and fall out"
Because she showed her hairdresser a picture or smth
and like
I use filters and bad lighting sometimes ???
And "can you don't" ((Renee,,, two times today))
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My hair is REALLY healthy and that's not sarcastic
so like,,,
go away,

SHE NEVER SAID THAT
She literally said
"Can you don't"
sent a weird picture and then
"Can you don't"
She literally said
"Can you don't"
sent a weird picture and then
"Can you don't"
on November 09, 2017
on November 09, 2017

on November 09, 2017

You told me FOUR hours ago,,,
that
"In an hour we'll go buy hairdye"
But no,,, Your stupid video game is more important
Sorry that I'm SUCH an inconvenience
Maybe I'll just walk,,, In the dark,,,,
HHH
that
"In an hour we'll go buy hairdye"
But no,,, Your stupid video game is more important
Sorry that I'm SUCH an inconvenience
Maybe I'll just walk,,, In the dark,,,,
HHH

I know,,,
But it's so hard to be different based on appearances these days
Besides,,, Jordan annoys me,
He dyed his hair the same as mine just because he has a crush on me and it's sweet,,,
But I don't appreciate
But it's so hard to be different based on appearances these days
Besides,,, Jordan annoys me,
He dyed his hair the same as mine just because he has a crush on me and it's sweet,,,
But I don't appreciate
on November 09, 2017

I like having a different color because it just,,,
It makes me feel special, not in a snowflake way,,,
But like,,, like there's one of me,
and like I won'tjust get lost in the crowd.
It makes me feel special, not in a snowflake way,,,
But like,,, like there's one of me,
and like I won'tjust get lost in the crowd.
on November 09, 2017

No,, it's not the worst thing,,
I'm used to being promised little things that don't happen
It's whatever
Not like my self-confidence matters
Hhh
I'm used to being promised little things that don't happen
It's whatever
Not like my self-confidence matters
Hhh
on November 09, 2017
on November 09, 2017

"It's so hard being a single mom when you're a male teenager and have no kids..."
Me too
Me too
on November 09, 2017

apparently a video game is more important than my confidence
on November 09, 2017

Japanese is a beautiful language
I can now say
"WHy are they pink? I thought of that pink in a zoo"
I can now say
"WHy are they pink? I thought of that pink in a zoo"
on November 09, 2017

I found a song called Flamingo
ANd it's hella good
i will learn every part of it,,,
ANd it's hella good
i will learn every part of it,,,
on November 09, 2017

I love my hair so much
It gives me so much confidence
It’s so healthy and clean and great
It’s the best hair
Because I literally do something to it every two-three weeks and it’s still hella healthy
It gives me so much confidence
It’s so healthy and clean and great
It’s the best hair
Because I literally do something to it every two-three weeks and it’s still hella healthy
on November 09, 2017

Quick other thing
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"What is behind your eyes? What aren't you telling us?" He asked, sitting forward to look closer at my eyes. As if by leaning forwards, he would unlock some secret door that would give him my darkest secrets.
"What makes you think I will just open up? There are so many things you don't know about me."
"Why? I have told you every thought I have had, every feeling I've felt, everything. And yet I know the basics."
"Because if you knew me,,, maybe you would'nt like me anymore."
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"What is behind your eyes? What aren't you telling us?" He asked, sitting forward to look closer at my eyes. As if by leaning forwards, he would unlock some secret door that would give him my darkest secrets.
"What makes you think I will just open up? There are so many things you don't know about me."
"Why? I have told you every thought I have had, every feeling I've felt, everything. And yet I know the basics."
"Because if you knew me,,, maybe you would'nt like me anymore."
on November 08, 2017

I want a romantic relationship
But that's too much work,,,
And honestly,,,
Too scary,,,
Friends are better,,
But that's too much work,,,
And honestly,,,
Too scary,,,
Friends are better,,
on November 08, 2017

Inspiration
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And I looked up at her, beautiful, gorgeous, inside and out. And it wasn't the beauty that mattered, because, in the eyes of society, she was everything but beautiful. I looked at her, and pressed my hand to hers, pushing my other one, through her long, silky black hair. She was breathtaking. And at that moment, she did. She stole my breathe. The heat of her mouth on ine, was a sensation I would never forget. But what I did, I would regret. I pushed away, and let out a shrill cry of fear. And memories flooded into my sight. Sending me into a panick. I didn't see her. I saw the man who had stolen my first, some years ago. I saw his crinkly eyes, full of horrible intent. I smelt the way cigarettes had rotte his breathe. I felt thte dizzying sensation of being high.. Because he had breathed the smoke into my face. And it was not her. But she pushed through the cloud of the past, pulling me into the fresh air of the present.
"I'm sorry,," Was the first thing she said, her hands gripping gently onto mine. She held me close, the curves of our bodies folding into one. "I'm sorry, I knew,,, yet I did it. I'm sorry I hurt you."
"I love you..." I replied. She didn't send me the memories, he did. She pulled me out of them. SHe was here. Now. The present. She was the future. And not him. That was what mattered.
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And I looked up at her, beautiful, gorgeous, inside and out. And it wasn't the beauty that mattered, because, in the eyes of society, she was everything but beautiful. I looked at her, and pressed my hand to hers, pushing my other one, through her long, silky black hair. She was breathtaking. And at that moment, she did. She stole my breathe. The heat of her mouth on ine, was a sensation I would never forget. But what I did, I would regret. I pushed away, and let out a shrill cry of fear. And memories flooded into my sight. Sending me into a panick. I didn't see her. I saw the man who had stolen my first, some years ago. I saw his crinkly eyes, full of horrible intent. I smelt the way cigarettes had rotte his breathe. I felt thte dizzying sensation of being high.. Because he had breathed the smoke into my face. And it was not her. But she pushed through the cloud of the past, pulling me into the fresh air of the present.
"I'm sorry,," Was the first thing she said, her hands gripping gently onto mine. She held me close, the curves of our bodies folding into one. "I'm sorry, I knew,,, yet I did it. I'm sorry I hurt you."
"I love you..." I replied. She didn't send me the memories, he did. She pulled me out of them. SHe was here. Now. The present. She was the future. And not him. That was what mattered.
on November 08, 2017

HHHHH
WHAT IS LIFE ANYMORE
STRESSSSs
WHAT IS LIFE ANYMORE
STRESSSSs

on November 08, 2017
on November 08, 2017

Sometimes,,, having more than a Marissa, Layla, Ollie, And Andrew,,,
Is no fun,,
I mean, adding a Troy on is good
And having friends like
Emily, Amy, Ramie, and Grace,,, who you only see now and then is awesome
but,,
sometimes all you need is your good few friends See More
Even if they are only on a computer screen for now
Is no fun,,
I mean, adding a Troy on is good
And having friends like
Emily, Amy, Ramie, and Grace,,, who you only see now and then is awesome
but,,
sometimes all you need is your good few friends See More
Even if they are only on a computer screen for now
on November 08, 2017