Plant.dad - Page 208

I WAS TRYING TO CALM DOWN BECAUSE I WAS GETTING FREAKED OUT AND I CLISED MY EYES

AND THISE LITTLE SHAPES YOU SEE

YWAH WELL THEY STARTED FREAKING OUT

AND MY EYES WERE FCUKING SHAKING

AND IM NOT KIDDING BECAUSE I TAKE GHOSTS SERIOUSLY

AND THEN I SAW A FIFURE IN MY ROOM

AND MY ROOM IS SMALL See More

AND THEN MY BLANKET FROM ABOVE, just FELL DOWN

AND FCULBIM SCARED

NEVERMIND SOMEONE HELP

THERES SOMETHING IN MY ROOM

Goodnight

You're one of those suckers with a bug in the middle.

Maybe it knows I'm looking so it doesn't wanna move
But then I'm gonna pòst to 161

And I'll have missed it and I'll be all sad

160 pages of Anthony
Shït

I wonder how many posts I have to make til I get to 160 pages of Anthony bs

Chai
Is
Badass

But she's also not

She makes a lot of mistakes
((Like an average human))

And will drink too much See More


She has In the past, seen the drug planted in her drink, and, curious of what would happen, drank it anyways.

I need love

Love me

So I can love you back

I gotta pee and someone is in the bathroom

HHHHH

Everyone's finally going to bed

After having amazing friends

Who do I still feel shitty

Anthony you cock.
Here I am, writing another essay for you. Because, my dude, you need to know these things.
You're amazing.
I know there are those times of dysphoria and depression. Those times when you need the help of your friends and family. I know that sometimes, your family doesn't understand and its easier to connect to your peers and friends.
You make me smile. You deserve a more supportive family, a family who will call you by preferred pronouns and your REAL name (Anthony.) See More
You deserve friends and peers who accept you and will gladly call you Anthony.
I befriended you because you're just like me. You are in the same postion as me; being young and no one really understands how you feel or how you want to express yourself. Because you understand how I feel. You know how to help.
And you're funny amazing and you know how to make me feel better.
You, Anthony, are my best friend. And that will never change.

DONT FCUKING TALK TO ME

YOU KEEP USING THE WRONG WORDS

AND YOU KNOW IT

SO STOP

GO AWAY

HHH

Anthony.
You are a handsome motherhecking man. Don't let anyone make you think otherwise.
You are valid. And if other people can't see or accept that. then they can choke on a can of peas.
This won't be forever. Soon enough, you'll move out, change your name, go on testosterone or whatever it is that you want to do.
You are a BOY
You are a manly man.
You are Anthony. See More
And Anthony is amazing.

"Anika"
"She"
"her"
"beautiful"
"Pretty"
"Lovely"


I'm sorry See More
That you can't accept me
I want to love myself

But if you haven't noticed
I'm such s push over
And easily manipulated

And now I'm feeling such strong dysphoria

That I don't want to exist

Thanks for that

I know you know

I know you see the way my face contours when you use female pronouns
Or my dead name

When you give me a feminine compliment

"We know you're smart"
"We love you"
"We want you to be who you are"
"We believe that you know who you are."


THEN WHY DO YOU DOUBT ME WHEN I SAY IM A BOY

WHY DO YOU NOT CALL ME BY THE VOREECT PRONOUMS

WHY WONT YOU HELP ME MAKE MY APPEARANCE MASCULINE See More

WHY DONT YOU CALL ME ANTHONY AMD
TRUST IM TRANS


I'm just so do everything so done
I want to just give up on being myself
I'm sick of it all
And I'm sitting behind a wall crying about this stupid thing
I'm sick of everything and I want people to see me as a valid male


I wanna be myself and not be scared that you'll hate me

I'm learning the guitar