
on October 30, 2018

What if I end up being a nobody? I don’t wanna be a nobody. I wanna be a somebody.
on October 30, 2018

on October 30, 2018

And like?? I honestly dunno about how I’m gonna deal with these nightmares
I’m tired of smelling and tasting blood every time I wake up
Tired of watching people suffer in them
Tired of just,, watching myself not be able to fix it.
I’m tired of smelling and tasting blood every time I wake up
Tired of watching people suffer in them
Tired of just,, watching myself not be able to fix it.
on October 30, 2018

I dunno guys
I’m just
Drained
Confused
Feel almost like I was betrayed
I’m getting different stories from different people and idk what to do anymore
I’m just
Drained
Confused
Feel almost like I was betrayed
I’m getting different stories from different people and idk what to do anymore

on October 30, 2018

@aeipathy I’m trying but,, it never has gotten this far with different stories. Mostly just minor details change, not the whole thing.
on October 30, 2018

If you know that about her, then why feel like she was trying to betray you? She can't control her emotions, okay, and so that's definitely a valid reason why she gets snappy. And stories have different faces, so it's not unusual to have different sides. Don't stress about it too much, please.
on October 30, 2018

@aeipathy I know but like?? She doesn’t know how to control emotions sometimes and can overthink situations and honestly the fact that I’m being told different things is really getting confusing
on October 30, 2018
on October 30, 2018

And!!! Halloween!
Spooky season!
Special effects makeup!!
Telling ghost stories!!
Candy!!
Hanging out with friends!!
Yaaay
Spooky season!
Special effects makeup!!
Telling ghost stories!!
Candy!!
Hanging out with friends!!
Yaaay
on October 30, 2018

Trying to be more positive haha
I’m actually not stressed about the JPA!! I’m gonna handle it well!! I’ve got this down to a T!!
I’m actually not stressed about the JPA!! I’m gonna handle it well!! I’ve got this down to a T!!
on October 30, 2018

I dunno like,, a friend is possibly getting jealous of some other friends
Another seems like I’m making them worry too much
And the rest,, I’m just a third wheel to them probably
Another seems like I’m making them worry too much
And the rest,, I’m just a third wheel to them probably
on October 30, 2018

on October 30, 2018

I’m so cONFUSED
Is she ok??
Is there a misinterpretation??
What if she’s actually being mean??
?????
Is she ok??
Is there a misinterpretation??
What if she’s actually being mean??
?????
on October 30, 2018

I feel sick and sleepy

on October 30, 2018
on October 30, 2018

on October 30, 2018

seriouisly
i don't wanna be alone rn
i don't wanna be alone rn
on October 30, 2018

Hey, can someone do me a favor??
In case I can't sleep, can someone stay up with me? I get paranoid late at night if I can't sleep and I'm alone
In case I can't sleep, can someone stay up with me? I get paranoid late at night if I can't sleep and I'm alone
on October 30, 2018

Got myself a coffee and a kitkat in case I get too scared to sleep again
on October 30, 2018