A POSSIBILITY THAT MAY HAPPEN, IN CASE I DISSAPEAR:
As a social experiment in English (reading Ferenheight 451) I may be off any social media I may have
INCLUDING THIS SITE.
So, uh, wish me luck.
As a social experiment in English (reading Ferenheight 451) I may be off any social media I may have
INCLUDING THIS SITE.
So, uh, wish me luck.
Orange.Soda
@pastrami dunno yet,
on February 16, 2018
milfs
for how long??
on February 16, 2018
on February 16, 2018
Boop here’s a vent:
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I feel so goddamn worthless right now. I really can only do art and write, but, even then it’s bad. Science and math? Terrible at that. All I have is an imagination and even then not many people listen. I’m pretty sure a bunch of people have given up on me.
I’m pretty sure the only reason I’m not suicidal is because I play out the effects on my book characters, and, even then, that’s violent behavior.
I was supposed to see a psychiatrist tomorrow, but I can’t because of something stress-causing that I really have no say in without being bullied if I stepped back, so I’m fuc ked.
I’m not really sure what to do anymore
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I feel so goddamn worthless right now. I really can only do art and write, but, even then it’s bad. Science and math? Terrible at that. All I have is an imagination and even then not many people listen. I’m pretty sure a bunch of people have given up on me.
I’m pretty sure the only reason I’m not suicidal is because I play out the effects on my book characters, and, even then, that’s violent behavior.
I was supposed to see a psychiatrist tomorrow, but I can’t because of something stress-causing that I really have no say in without being bullied if I stepped back, so I’m fuc ked.
I’m not really sure what to do anymore
on February 16, 2018
If you ever feel like your fat keep in mind that you should also put your height in mind
I.e:
I'm 121 lbs, right?
well, for my age that's normal
It's overweight for my height though
I.e:
I'm 121 lbs, right?
well, for my age that's normal
It's overweight for my height though
I know this sounds like really bad, but sometimes I feel too thin. People always assume I'm anorexic, but in reality I will probably eat ur whole fridge and still ask you whats for dinner.
on February 16, 2018
on February 15, 2018
PSA:
APOLOGIES SHOULD HAVE NO "BUT..." IN THEM E V E R
AS SOON AS YOU GO "bUT", "THOUGH", OR ANYTHING ALONG THOSE LINES YOUR APOLOGY IS WORTHLESS
AT THAT POINT IT'S BETTER NOT TO SAY SORRY AT ALL, NO MATTER HOW SINCERE IT IS
APOLOGIES SHOULD HAVE NO "BUT..." IN THEM E V E R
AS SOON AS YOU GO "bUT", "THOUGH", OR ANYTHING ALONG THOSE LINES YOUR APOLOGY IS WORTHLESS
AT THAT POINT IT'S BETTER NOT TO SAY SORRY AT ALL, NO MATTER HOW SINCERE IT IS
on February 15, 2018
on February 14, 2018
I had a bad dream last night, so here it is:
I was getting ready to go to Oklahoma for nationals, right? And I forgot my stuff so I went to go grab it. But, two people were talking, I only recognized one as a first sargent of mine and possibly my company’s second lieutenant? Idk, it was hard to see them.
Anyway, as I’m coming back (keep in mind, I’m at a different school for some reason so I am LOST), I find a completely different scene, and the elevators were giving See More all the hints.
Basically, the school was haunted by some cheesy sounding ghosts, that were absolutely terrifying. Why? You didn’t realize they were ghosts until it was too late.
Anyway, one of the sargents, 2 strangers, and two bloody corpses that were sprawled out (each had a leg and inflated hand standing upright, the rest kinda... hard to tell they were even people). The Sargent was laying in between them and looked up, looked at me as one of the strangers wrapped their arms around me, and I could have sworn he said “Gay.” at first.
The stranger began tickling me. It’d have to be a prank, right? Wrong. Instantly, terror was in their eyes, the other two.
That tickling became them ripping my guts out as I was alive. The two began helping be, but even blunt force trauma to the “ghost” gutting me had no effect. But, I ended up escaping and them tackling me.
I woke up to see a shadow over my bed when there wasn’t supposed to be and me raising my hand to shield myself.
I was getting ready to go to Oklahoma for nationals, right? And I forgot my stuff so I went to go grab it. But, two people were talking, I only recognized one as a first sargent of mine and possibly my company’s second lieutenant? Idk, it was hard to see them.
Anyway, as I’m coming back (keep in mind, I’m at a different school for some reason so I am LOST), I find a completely different scene, and the elevators were giving See More all the hints.
Basically, the school was haunted by some cheesy sounding ghosts, that were absolutely terrifying. Why? You didn’t realize they were ghosts until it was too late.
Anyway, one of the sargents, 2 strangers, and two bloody corpses that were sprawled out (each had a leg and inflated hand standing upright, the rest kinda... hard to tell they were even people). The Sargent was laying in between them and looked up, looked at me as one of the strangers wrapped their arms around me, and I could have sworn he said “Gay.” at first.
The stranger began tickling me. It’d have to be a prank, right? Wrong. Instantly, terror was in their eyes, the other two.
That tickling became them ripping my guts out as I was alive. The two began helping be, but even blunt force trauma to the “ghost” gutting me had no effect. But, I ended up escaping and them tackling me.
I woke up to see a shadow over my bed when there wasn’t supposed to be and me raising my hand to shield myself.
@Darkwolves I've dealt with shadow people, they seem to be inherited in my family.
Not them
Not them
on February 15, 2018
@RaspberryJello k but the shadow people are something that not good if you bleive in the parnomel
on February 15, 2018
@Darkwolves I have sensitive skin though and bruise easily.
Even though I have a high pain tolerance
Even though I have a high pain tolerance
on February 14, 2018
on February 14, 2018
on February 14, 2018
I actually find metallic smells, specially blood, soothing.
No reason behind it, I just do?
No reason behind it, I just do?
on February 14, 2018
Aaaactually
Wilted roses or pastels pink, ink covered rose?
Wilted roses or pastels pink, ink covered rose?
on February 14, 2018
Gonna put a new pfp for Valentine’s Day on now
Enjoy my wilted roses aesthetic
Enjoy my wilted roses aesthetic
on February 14, 2018
Guys what gay and single jokes should I put in my bio?
on February 14, 2018
on February 14, 2018
on February 14, 2018
HHHH I’M JUST GONNA INHALE CAFFINE TOMORROW AND AVOID EVERYONE THAT’S SETTING ME UP WITH PEOPLE
on February 14, 2018
Gonna be alone on valentines unless I suddenly have 8 people crushing on me or something
on February 14, 2018
“Get straight!”
“I’m gonna be as straight as a gay girl possibly can.”
I relate on a spiritual level.
“I’m gonna be as straight as a gay girl possibly can.”
I relate on a spiritual level.
on February 14, 2018
