Vent (not in english, I used google translate so it's probably gonna be shitty to understand)
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Mwen santi mwen tankou mwen toufe ak li toujou vin pi mal. Mwen te santi sa a depi ane pase a ak li a sèlman vin pi mal. Se ke fèt yon sèl kou nan gòj ou jwenn apre kriye ak mwen jwenn ki ankouraje rip li soti. Ankouraje a boule po mwen pa te kòmanse jouk semèn pase a.
Kòm pou pwoblèm legal, long istwa kout, fanmi mwen ap fè fas ak yon pedofili (toujou ap tann nan dat tribinal) See More ak manman mwen se yon temwen nan yon jijman touye moun.
Pwoblèm pèsonèl: Pwogram JROTC mwen an ap resevwa enspekte pa Lame a, epi si li vin koupe, mwen vise. Te stepmom mwen te resevwa pi plis ak plis mantalman abizif ak mwen pa ka fè yon bagay. Matant mwen an semèn pase a te rale m 'deyò epi yo kalme m' paske mwen te tèlman boure. Koulye a, yo te di mwen pèdi yon zanmi paske mwen pa t 'itil? Mwen te frape limit mwen an. Mwen pa konnen ki sa fè fè ankò, mwen santi mwen tankou mwen pral nwaye.
Se konsa, mwen regrèt ke yo te sou kwen oswa ou pa kapab ede. Li fè mal pafwa, y'know?
Mwen dezole.
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Mwen santi mwen tankou mwen toufe ak li toujou vin pi mal. Mwen te santi sa a depi ane pase a ak li a sèlman vin pi mal. Se ke fèt yon sèl kou nan gòj ou jwenn apre kriye ak mwen jwenn ki ankouraje rip li soti. Ankouraje a boule po mwen pa te kòmanse jouk semèn pase a.
Kòm pou pwoblèm legal, long istwa kout, fanmi mwen ap fè fas ak yon pedofili (toujou ap tann nan dat tribinal) See More ak manman mwen se yon temwen nan yon jijman touye moun.
Pwoblèm pèsonèl: Pwogram JROTC mwen an ap resevwa enspekte pa Lame a, epi si li vin koupe, mwen vise. Te stepmom mwen te resevwa pi plis ak plis mantalman abizif ak mwen pa ka fè yon bagay. Matant mwen an semèn pase a te rale m 'deyò epi yo kalme m' paske mwen te tèlman boure. Koulye a, yo te di mwen pèdi yon zanmi paske mwen pa t 'itil? Mwen te frape limit mwen an. Mwen pa konnen ki sa fè fè ankò, mwen santi mwen tankou mwen pral nwaye.
Se konsa, mwen regrèt ke yo te sou kwen oswa ou pa kapab ede. Li fè mal pafwa, y'know?
Mwen dezole.
milfs
of course.
on August 26, 2018
Orange.Soda
@gnocchi thank you, that means a lot
on August 26, 2018
milfs
Oh Bondye mwen, mwen jis vle ba ou yon akolad. Torie, mwen pran swen sou ou anpil e mwen rayi ke w ap fè mal. Si gen anyen mwen ka fè, mande!
on August 26, 2018
on August 26, 2018
Anyone wanna chat?
on August 26, 2018
One of my friends tends to send me v inspiring but religous things every time I'm down and she doesn't even realize how good of timing she has in it??
on August 25, 2018
I'm sorry about last night. I wasn't thinking.
I'll try to be happier but it's gonna be hard
I'll try to be happier but it's gonna be hard
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
I knew she had issues
I should have helped
I feel so stupid for not helping. I could have done it and I feel so stupid
I should have helped
I feel so stupid for not helping. I could have done it and I feel so stupid
on August 25, 2018
I've stopped crying but I still can't breathe.
I still feel drained and guilty
I had to lie to my friend saying I was tired and I took a while in the bathroom because my nose was really runny.
I'm such an idiot
I still feel drained and guilty
I had to lie to my friend saying I was tired and I took a while in the bathroom because my nose was really runny.
I'm such an idiot
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
I'm supposed to be stronger than this
I'm not strong
I'm sorry
I'm not strong
I'm sorry
i know it's hard to deal with, not being able to help everyone, i still have a hard time with it myself. but, it's okay if you can't solve every problem. even if you're not strong, you can be strong! In other words, you can become strong! don't hate yourself, please. i know it's easier said then done, it just takes work, and i promise you can do it.
on August 25, 2018
@Cool_kiddo it's my fault and I feel so stupid about it though. Everyone in my family thinks I'm strong and I'm not and I hate myself for lying so much thinking I can help everyone and I can't and it burns
on August 25, 2018
yes you are.
people lose others all the time in life, different situations but, it still happens. you can get through this, it happens. i know it's hard, i know it's tough but, so are you! don't apologize for being upset, it's only natural.
people lose others all the time in life, different situations but, it still happens. you can get through this, it happens. i know it's hard, i know it's tough but, so are you! don't apologize for being upset, it's only natural.
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
I can't sleep
Breathing is too hard and everything's annoying the living hell out of me
I why can't I feel numb when upset instead of happy?
Breathing is too hard and everything's annoying the living hell out of me
I why can't I feel numb when upset instead of happy?
@My_goal_is_to_have_the_longest_username_on_Q I'd rather not say who it is, but I don't blame them
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
I'm not gonna hurt myself, but it's setiously tempting
The house I'm at is set up where you can't self harm unless you can somehow do it with a hairbrush and I'm not that desperate
I'm just gonna sleep rn. I' tired anyways
The house I'm at is set up where you can't self harm unless you can somehow do it with a hairbrush and I'm not that desperate
I'm just gonna sleep rn. I' tired anyways
Alright, I'm sure you'll feel better in the morning. If you don't, you can vent to me. Just rest, Torie.
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
And people wonder why I don't talk to them often
I'm scared of hurting them
I hate tthis
This is why I geet so scared
This is why i don't like messing up
Because this burns and I want to break something because I was an idiot who couldn't help a friend
I'm scared of hurting them
I hate tthis
This is why I geet so scared
This is why i don't like messing up
Because this burns and I want to break something because I was an idiot who couldn't help a friend
on August 25, 2018
I need to come out of my friend's bathroom but I can't stop
I lost someone and it's my fault
I'm such a stupid shithead because I couldn't help them and I'm such a fcking idiot
I didn't mean it
I didn't mean it im sorry
I lost someone and it's my fault
I'm such a stupid shithead because I couldn't help them and I'm such a fcking idiot
I didn't mean it
I didn't mean it im sorry
on August 25, 2018
She fcking hates me
Every word is bitter and I can't do it anymore
I want to rip my throat out and burn myself to shreds
I want a lighter
Go up in flames
I fcking can't anymorw
Every word is bitter and I can't do it anymore
I want to rip my throat out and burn myself to shreds
I want a lighter
Go up in flames
I fcking can't anymorw
if there's anything i can do, lemme know!!
just try to remember that things always get better.
just try to remember that things always get better.
on August 25, 2018
@aeipathy i'm not okay I just lost a friend
@gnocchi luckily the house is set up you really can't self- harm, and I won't. But I really want to
@gnocchi luckily the house is set up you really can't self- harm, and I won't. But I really want to
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
Fu ck
I'm sorry. I'm stupid and an idiot and maybe it-s better for everfue if I left. I'm not a good friend anyways.
I'm sorry. I'm stupid and an idiot and maybe it-s better for everfue if I left. I'm not a good friend anyways.
torie please, i know you're not a bad person!!
you're not a stupid idiot, you're a wonderful friend!
you're not a stupid idiot, you're a wonderful friend!
on August 25, 2018
on August 25, 2018
Why is Victoria such a common name in Texas???
I wanna be unique not "lol I know a Victoria"
I wanna be unique not "lol I know a Victoria"
on August 24, 2018
on August 24, 2018
Aaaaa the photo's too big ;(
on August 24, 2018
jfc, torie really doesn't delete anything...
on August 24, 2018
on August 24, 2018
eat shit marvin
it's jamie now hello
it's jamie now hello
on August 24, 2018
The f many people using this account? :((+:-O+:D
(Btw I know all these emojis look bad, but I'm trying to make that "laughing with tears in the eyes" face. I can't find it on this phone, so here is the best I can make with qfeast's basics.)
(Btw I know all these emojis look bad, but I'm trying to make that "laughing with tears in the eyes" face. I can't find it on this phone, so here is the best I can make with qfeast's basics.)
on August 24, 2018
on August 24, 2018