on February 07, 2016
If we were waiting for something,
and a train came by,
and I walked toward it,
having the intention to be killed.
what would you do?
and a train came by,
and I walked toward it,
having the intention to be killed.
what would you do?
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
What would you do if I was cutting?
What would you do if I killed myself?
what would you do if I attempted to kill myself?
What would you do if I said "kill me, please."?
What would you do if I said "leave me alone!"?
What would you do if I said "i want to die so desperately."?
What would you do....?
What would you do if I killed myself?
what would you do if I attempted to kill myself?
What would you do if I said "kill me, please."?
What would you do if I said "leave me alone!"?
What would you do if I said "i want to die so desperately."?
What would you do....?
on February 07, 2016
1. Stop you. Don't!
2. Cry.
3. Cry.
4. *hugs*
5. Do you really, really want me to leave you alone...? See More
6. Me, too. But that doesn't mean that you should. *hugs tightly*
2. Cry.
3. Cry.
4. *hugs*
5. Do you really, really want me to leave you alone...? See More
6. Me, too. But that doesn't mean that you should. *hugs tightly*
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
my body is shaking,
my eyes are about to burst,
my arm...
is about to bleed.
my blade...
is on my bed....
saying "come back to me. I miss ya" See More
and I want to.
but,
I'm trying to ignore it.
call me a "brat, whimp, bitch, bastard," etc.
I...I just don't care anymore.
...Just...
I'm so...sorry...
my eyes are about to burst,
my arm...
is about to bleed.
my blade...
is on my bed....
saying "come back to me. I miss ya" See More
and I want to.
but,
I'm trying to ignore it.
call me a "brat, whimp, bitch, bastard," etc.
I...I just don't care anymore.
...Just...
I'm so...sorry...
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
Take away the bleach,
take away the soap,
take away the blades,
take away the gun,
take away the rope,
take away everything,
that I can use, See More
to kill myself.
I so desperately try to,
but I don't want to leave you.
Please...
just take them away....
take away the soap,
take away the blades,
take away the gun,
take away the rope,
take away everything,
that I can use, See More
to kill myself.
I so desperately try to,
but I don't want to leave you.
Please...
just take them away....
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
Hi
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
"just be happy"
"well, ok"
-later-
"Girl found dead, she commited suicide"
"why did you commit suicide?!"
"you told me to be happy."
"well, ok"
-later-
"Girl found dead, she commited suicide"
"why did you commit suicide?!"
"you told me to be happy."
on February 07, 2016
My love,
it fails.
My heart,
it dies.
My eyes,
they cry.
My body, See More
becomes thinner.
The days,
become longer.
My smile,
has cracks.
My insanity,
grows stronger.
My problems,
become worse.
it fails.
My heart,
it dies.
My eyes,
they cry.
My body, See More
becomes thinner.
The days,
become longer.
My smile,
has cracks.
My insanity,
grows stronger.
My problems,
become worse.
on February 07, 2016
The voices,
they speak,
they tell me bad things.
When they tell me "things" about me,
I believe them,
when they tell me 'bad things' I feel as if I need to do them.
But why, See More
why are these voices here?
Why?
I want them gone...
but at the same time...
I want them to stay.
I hate them,
but at the same time,
I love them,
I'm addicted,
to the voices,
inside my head,
I cant tell the lies from the truth anymore,
ahahahaha.....
When do they
tell the truth?
When do they
lie to me?
...Why?
I love them,
I hate them,
tick tock,
why wont you snap?
they speak,
they tell me bad things.
When they tell me "things" about me,
I believe them,
when they tell me 'bad things' I feel as if I need to do them.
But why, See More
why are these voices here?
Why?
I want them gone...
but at the same time...
I want them to stay.
I hate them,
but at the same time,
I love them,
I'm addicted,
to the voices,
inside my head,
I cant tell the lies from the truth anymore,
ahahahaha.....
When do they
tell the truth?
When do they
lie to me?
...Why?
I love them,
I hate them,
tick tock,
why wont you snap?
on February 07, 2016
( Someone RP with me~ )
Me: *walks to bath-room, closes door, grabs a soap-container, takes the lid off of it* ...
Insanity: Do it! Do it! Do it!
Me: *stares at the bottle*
( will someone allow me to drink it? Or will someone take the container? We'll see~ )
Me: *walks to bath-room, closes door, grabs a soap-container, takes the lid off of it* ...
Insanity: Do it! Do it! Do it!
Me: *stares at the bottle*
( will someone allow me to drink it? Or will someone take the container? We'll see~ )
on February 07, 2016
....https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFU_wJes-xE
:(
*walks to bath-room, grabs soap, opens bottle*
Insanity: Do it....!
:(
*walks to bath-room, grabs soap, opens bottle*
Insanity: Do it....!
on February 07, 2016
it pains me,
to see you,
like this,
my honey.
Why,
why must,
you try? See More
I love you,
you don't know,
I love you.
to see you,
like this,
my honey.
Why,
why must,
you try? See More
I love you,
you don't know,
I love you.
on February 07, 2016
laughing through my tears,
even though it pains me,
to wear this smile,
to wear the mask,
but why?
Why does it pain me?
Why do I regret....? See More
...I...I didn't mean to do it...
...
he...
he....
he tricked me...
I...
I...
I didn't mean to....
I'm so sorry...
even though it pains me,
to wear this smile,
to wear the mask,
but why?
Why does it pain me?
Why do I regret....? See More
...I...I didn't mean to do it...
...
he...
he....
he tricked me...
I...
I...
I didn't mean to....
I'm so sorry...
on February 06, 2016
( anyone can join~ )
Evelyn: *headphones in, listening to music, blocking out the world, sitting in a tree, leaning against the trunk*
Evelyn: *headphones in, listening to music, blocking out the world, sitting in a tree, leaning against the trunk*
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
on February 07, 2016
on February 06, 2016
damn it ;-;
what if I then said: "why did you push me out of the way?!"
-
@Imaginary
what if I pulled you away?