DeadButAlive - Page 3

IM GONNA MAKE A CHANGE FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE
ITS GONNA FEEL REAL GOOD
GONNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE
GONNA MAKE IT RIGHT

THE BATTLES ALWAYS CHOOSE
CUS INSIDE I REALIZE THAT IM THE ONE CONFUSED
I DON'T KNOW WHATS WORTH FIGHTING FOR
OR WHY I HAVE TO SCREAM
CUD INSIDE I INSTEGATE
AND SAY WHAT I DONT MEAN
I DONT KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY See More▼
ILL NEVER BE ALRIGHT
SO IM BREAKING THE HABIT TONIGHT

I usually am the one trying to make friends on here because I know I don't have a lot in the real world u know what I mean, and I'm always trying to change but no matter what I do I'm not fuckn enough always SOME small mistake that I make and makes everyone hate me
Sorry I'm not perfect
Sorry I'm not me
I'm trying to fuckn change
Ur not making it easy
I'm always saying sorry and talking calmly to everyone even those who insult me cus I try to understand why I'm not like in either See More▼ world
But I'm so tired of acting like an angel
And no one notices my good deeds
Just the bad
That
That can make a person snap.
Thanos snap.

I'm just like so fuckn enraged right now

Don't fucckn assume shit it makes an
ASS out of U and ME
Thats not my lil brother that's my big brother
And I literally put not to be racist
And EVERYONE says that to me, you think I don't get fuckn mad
I had this Convo with @temperance and even ahe took the tine to talk instead of fuckn jumping to conclusions to fall in her way
I wasn't fuckn being racist uts what people say to me and I was lettung people know what was aaid to me. See More▼
Know shit
Before you talk shit

OK im raging mad now

DONT! STOP ME NOOOOW
IM HAVN SUCH A GOOD TIME
IM HAVN A BALL!

Ever. Please.

Do I really act edgy?
Cuz I hate to be called that

And sorry if I do and it somehow annoys you
But don't call me edgy.