Cr0wMercenary - Page 76

?‍? Never one without the other. ?‍?

You can call me Crow or Matt. I use He/Him or They/Them pronouns.

Aspiring Herpetologist and Reptile Breeder. See More
fuckk

This project is due at the end of class and I haven't gotten a page done yet-
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it actually felt pretty good getting to vent to someone who won't actually judge me tbh
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gym was honestly shit tbh
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Pair_O_Dice
I'm sorry man
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ok no,no one is gonna notice,it's not like it's very visible calm down.Most of them didn't even stay either,
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You need to stop doing this. It's not good for you, and it is not a coping mechanism, no matter how much you think it is
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your.cool.grandma
Dude, if you're freaking out about it, you know it's bad
You need to stop hurting yourself
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And here I sit and stare,looking in the refelection,will it reveal who I'll be?
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Oh shit

I accidentally cut my thumb on a wire poking out of the thing that holds the bread bag together
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Cr0wMercenary
I will,I will
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Yeah,yeah I think so

It wasn't a big cut,just a poke and I think started bleeding a bit.
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Eh fuckk it

it isn't rly like anyone's gonna notice,stop worrying.
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I can try my best,
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your.cool.grandma
You can make it now if you keep trying
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Eventually doesn't mean now,
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your.cool.grandma
I know it's hard
But you have to try your hardest
Eventually, you'll stop self harming altogether
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I've been trying,,

I've gone without self harming for almost a year once,but that was then.

It's really really hard not to give into the temptation.
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I don't get the point of giving others advice when I cant follow it myself ahah

I'm fuckking useless
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your.cool.grandma
You care about others more then yourself
I do it too
It doesn't make you useless, though
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I feel like shit

But like

Not as shitty as I felt earlier
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oh
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yeah I'm at 5% bye
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Obsidian_Scars
bye
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uploaded a photo at Matthew's Drawings
ugh. basically I wanna die constantly
Matthew's Drawings's Photo 1
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I mean

this is probably irrelivant and I'll destroy my good mood with this but

The fact that parents always try to say like "oh yeah I've been through that" or "you don't know what true pain is until (insert something so called terrible here) happens.

Like no,stop,most of us don't want someone to be like "oh yeah same" or saying some other shit that won't help at all

I bet they didn't want anyone saying that whenever they went through something terrible when they were our See More
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I keep letting my friend use my jacket whoops
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"You need to eat!"

No I don't.

"Food solves everything,"

Food can't take away depression.

"Your a human,and humans need food,go eat."

Yes,I am human,yes human's need food,but I will /not/ eat.
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your.cool.grandma
If you don't eat enough, your body won't grow or function properly
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RainyNight
You don't have to eat,for a certain time but you should eat, eating *can* sometimes cheer you up
or even give you energy to..
Not eating won't help, even if you think not eating will.
it won't if you continue to hunger yourself, the more you force your body into the brink of hunger the worse your moods will get..
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Too late for that now,can't eat until I get home,in which I won't.
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your.cool.grandma
Why not
If you don't have a reason, eat.
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The only thing I'm prolly gonna eat is my chips,and that'd probably be it for the rest of the day
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Plant.dad
Well, please eat as soon as you can
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I can't rly eat now,unless I go home early,which I won't.
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Plant.dad
Come on.
Pleeeeease
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Cr0wMercenary
that sounds like fuckking terrifying but I don't think that'd even happen but I mean that won't change my outlook on eating
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Plant.dad
But you need food.
Food makes your body live.

You are in charge of your body
Your body is mad.
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"Now I'm six feet deep,and I can't breathe.I got dirt in my eyes and blood on my sleeve."
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I find it weird that I don't really react to suicide jokes and people joking about slitting their wrists but eh
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RainyNight
I hate its it's annoying, it really is
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Cr0wMercenary
People are always gonna make self harm and suicide jokes.Its society,there's no use in being triggered because of it,because it's never gonna stop tbh.
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RainyNight
It triggers me
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Cr0wMercenary
It's highly possible that they're just saying it for the hell of it.
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your.cool.grandma
It makes me worry sometimes tbh
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fuckk

I didn't finish my math homework
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