I'm just going to clear my head and listen to Deadmau5. I just need a break. This place is one of the main reasons I feel the way I do.
on July 17, 2016
Great and my period came back, just in time.
on July 17, 2016
I've never had this much inspiration to kill myself. :^)
I don't care. I really don't care anymore. I can't care. Even if death is just nothing but me alone with my thoughts, that's better than the life I'm living now. I've disappointed my family and made them suffer several times and I honestly can't take it.
on July 17, 2016
@Taesthetic Don't start.
And I don't even have to guts to do it, but trying never hurt anybody, right? I don't really care anymore. I'm tired of waiting around, hoping life will get better. It's a waste of time I won't need.
And I don't even have to guts to do it, but trying never hurt anybody, right? I don't really care anymore. I'm tired of waiting around, hoping life will get better. It's a waste of time I won't need.
on July 17, 2016
The reason I want to end life is simple: What's the point? I'm a Christian, and I understand why I'm here but, I don't want to be here. I didn't ask to be here. I don't NEED to be here.
on July 17, 2016
on July 17, 2016
If I have to wait 5 more years just to move out of my family's house, I'm better off dead.
on July 16, 2016
Gonna be away for a while
on July 16, 2016
And now even my "best friend" is even ignoring me, and I bet it's for them
Then they have the audacity to ask me something, and I basically said no, and they just went right back to ignoring me
Then they have the audacity to ask me something, and I basically said no, and they just went right back to ignoring me
on July 16, 2016
Honestly, I don't really want to be friends with these three anymore,
Good for you.
I literally just said okay and that I only asked because I thought you'd tell me.
I literally just said okay and that I only asked because I thought you'd tell me.
on July 17, 2016
Okay. Cool. Good.
You said you're not telling people you don't know.
But you know me.
That's why I'm asking.
I don't care if you don't want to tell me. See More
Then don't tell me.
But that's why I asked.
So.
Sorry.
You said you're not telling people you don't know.
But you know me.
That's why I'm asking.
I don't care if you don't want to tell me. See More
Then don't tell me.
But that's why I asked.
So.
Sorry.
on July 17, 2016
on July 16, 2016
I feel better-ish
Thanks @I_Need_Some_Tea :>
Thanks @I_Need_Some_Tea :>
on July 16, 2016
Can I just kill myself.
This is supposed to be serious but I legitimately laughed at
"Don't go killing yourself while you're young"
I'm sorry, but how many times can I kill myself
"Don't go killing yourself while you're young"
I'm sorry, but how many times can I kill myself
on July 16, 2016
No
You have people that care about you
Don't go killing yourself while you're still young
You have people that care about you
Don't go killing yourself while you're still young
on July 16, 2016
on July 16, 2016
Ugh, I'm the worst ever! I'm self-absorbed and just selfish in all! Why do they even like me??
on July 16, 2016
