AnimePup - Page 415

nngh go away, ur making me wanna be ur friend again

after a bit of crying and rolling around on my bed, i feel a bit better
had to get up to finish my hw, ahaha oops

i'm fine now
i got a headache but i'm good
and i ate a cookie too so yeah

sorry for being so negative :<

i feel so bad
i'm gonna go for the night

goodnight

I'm crying oh god why
I'm such a baby why am i like this, ahaha

i feel horrible and i haven't felt like i wanted to die in forever

I don't expect anyone to read all of that, but that paragraph really means a lot to me (for some reason).

I've been really positive lately, but I feel so incomplete. And I suppose H.P. Lovecraft told me why. It's not just me, it's everyone. All of my idols, my enemies, people I loved and hated. We're just existing. That's all. I'm not a deep person, nor am I shallow, but I honestly feel like human existence will never scratch the surface of understanding. You know, people wonder See More and ask "why are we here" and "is God real" and things like that, but never really grasp the idea of finding an answer. I guess I'm trying to say that we all just live in the moment. I'm not saying life isn't worth living, but is it really? Are the ups and downs worth it if we all know where we're heading in the end? Ignorance is bliss, I guess, but ignorance haunts me. It's hard having a mind like mine. I'm not all that special, hell, I'm rather dull at times, but my mind won't stop thinking and processing things. And this is the terrible byproduct my brain vomited to me. Sorry.

“The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociate knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall See More either go mad from the revelation or flee from the deadly light into the peace and safety of a new dark age.”

- H.P. Lovecraft, The Call of Cthulhu

i imagine myself wearing those "cute pastel outfits" and no way am i gonna wear em

i'll stick w/ a graphic tee and a pair of jeans

speaking of jeans, at my school, girls can wear skirts down to their upper half of their thigh, but they can'T WEAR RIPPED JEANS
UGh what

i just wanna wear cute pastel outfits w/o being too girly girl

does that make sense

did u kno that clouds can weigh up to 2 billion pounds

that's a lot of weight

hec

"Houseflies have a lifespan of 20 to 30 days, not 24 hours. Some species of mayflies do have the lifespan attributed to the housefly. Housefly maggot hatch within 24 hours."

CRIES
WHY

"Making headlines around the globe, the case involved British photographer David Slater and the “selfie” taken by an endangered Sulawesi crested macaque. But because the monkey pressed the button that took the image, the animal rights group PETA decided to take Slater to court on behalf of the monkey, claiming that by using the image in a book he had breached the animal’s copyright."

PETA WHAT
ANIMALS DON'T KNOW WHAT A COPYRIGHT IS
STOP

also, i don't like chickens either bc they're stupid

i'm prolly gonna be that middle aged woman in the park feeding ducks and bird watching and learning bird mating calls bc i rlY LOVE ALL BIRDS

except geese

owls are the third cutest birds (to me) right beside ducks and hummingbirds

and i want a pet owl

????I RLY WANT A PET OWL????

i want a pet owl

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-nP888F7ngY

is this u

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nT7GHR_XAm8

this is actually rly cute, aww