omg i can start posting my sfw fanfics here i js thought about that
@TinyGoat i was gonna say i never write sfw fanfics but im a liar cus i have wrote so much noob fanfics on paper xD
on September 17
on September 17
i miss rusty, i wish i had physical items of him, I'd feel so comfortable knowing he's always with me.
on September 13
long rant...
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I can't tell what's wrong with me anymore, I feel completely fine but I feel so stressed and hollow. The responbilites of almost being an adult haunt me at night sometimes and the fact that soon I'll be on my own. I cry often, I'm crying right now and I have no clue why. I just have been super exhasuted kinda? I think it's school and work draining me out but I have to get use to it if I'm going to college. I have strong urges to start doing drugs or drinking or even su1c1de a lot of days with no true clear reason on why. I feel content with my life but something always feels missing and I'm constantly worried something is gonna happen to me and it makes me sick. I know lots of people care for me but I still can't help but feel uncomfortable often, I wish I had clear answers on my struggles sometimes. I think I'm just looking to get worse again because I miss the comfort of all of it, I even sometimes miss my gr00mers despite the fact that I never wanna see them again,, I don't know what's up--I think it's the weather but I've been saying that for last 3 years of my life. when is it not the weather anymore?
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I can't tell what's wrong with me anymore, I feel completely fine but I feel so stressed and hollow. The responbilites of almost being an adult haunt me at night sometimes and the fact that soon I'll be on my own. I cry often, I'm crying right now and I have no clue why. I just have been super exhasuted kinda? I think it's school and work draining me out but I have to get use to it if I'm going to college. I have strong urges to start doing drugs or drinking or even su1c1de a lot of days with no true clear reason on why. I feel content with my life but something always feels missing and I'm constantly worried something is gonna happen to me and it makes me sick. I know lots of people care for me but I still can't help but feel uncomfortable often, I wish I had clear answers on my struggles sometimes. I think I'm just looking to get worse again because I miss the comfort of all of it, I even sometimes miss my gr00mers despite the fact that I never wanna see them again,, I don't know what's up--I think it's the weather but I've been saying that for last 3 years of my life. when is it not the weather anymore?
on September 13
black rusty.....with scretched ears and double bridge piercing w/ buzzed outgrown hair like OOOOUGHHHHH BOYYYY IM A DOG
on September 13
i have money
i have basically no friends
my grades are gonna be shit
im going into depression
i work my weekends away
my school schedule is 5a-3p
i have no free time See More
i am barely sleeping
and it feels like 100 degrees outside with a slap of humidity
i have basically no friends
my grades are gonna be shit
im going into depression
i work my weekends away
my school schedule is 5a-3p
i have no free time See More
i am barely sleeping
and it feels like 100 degrees outside with a slap of humidity
on September 11
i miss simon henriksson and i miss not being so chronically ill
goodnight everyone, even tho i like just wrote up from passing out im scared if i walk around or move too much something is gonna happen to me and the anxiety is just so flipping awful
on September 10
on September 10