
Maybe it was mental/emotional neglect from my parents
I dont know.
I dont know.

isopod
I wanted love but not this kind
on June 12, 2023

isopod
Go to sleep and stop thinking
on June 12, 2023

isopod
Im thinking too much
on June 12, 2023

isopod
I dont know why depression feels. Like there are somthing is eating my brain. Like worms
on June 12, 2023
on June 12, 2023

I feel disgusting for clinging onto owen when i was 12
I need to stop trusting adults online
I need to stop trusting adults online
on June 12, 2023

I would rant on here about something, but i really don't want people finding it. It's just a rant about mental health.
on May 25, 2023

I keep looking into disturbing films. I really liked midsommar. It was good, except for that scene. Ew.
Other than that, I feel like the ending was too overhyped. I was expecting something more gruesome but.
It really. Wasn't
Other than that, I feel like the ending was too overhyped. I was expecting something more gruesome but.
It really. Wasn't

on May 25, 2023
on May 25, 2023

Both Owen and Corb are still really weird nonetheless.
Owen was literally a man on his mid 20s asking for a 12 year old for help because he was getting bashed on for being a predator.
I was peer pressured into still being friends with him. We almost did do inappropriate rp together with dragon ball characters but i got bored a bit since he kept wanting me to be the female characters.
Owen was literally a man on his mid 20s asking for a 12 year old for help because he was getting bashed on for being a predator.
I was peer pressured into still being friends with him. We almost did do inappropriate rp together with dragon ball characters but i got bored a bit since he kept wanting me to be the female characters.

Corb creeps me out a lot. He confessed into indulging in shotacon media. During that time I was 13? Or 12???? Idk.
It weirded me out back then and it still does. It's worse knowing the context of what he did.
It weirded me out back then and it still does. It's worse knowing the context of what he did.
on May 23, 2023
on May 23, 2023

Life updates
I have a new crush now, and one thats irl....hes really cute
Im ordering a tamagotchi next week too.
Schools almost over and i want to become friends with my crush. Play Popn with him
I have a new crush now, and one thats irl....hes really cute
Im ordering a tamagotchi next week too.
Schools almost over and i want to become friends with my crush. Play Popn with him
on May 22, 2023

Guys do not play pump it up
It doesn't suck it's just like. A beefed up version of DDR
It doesn't suck it's just like. A beefed up version of DDR
on April 30, 2023

I saw rhe mario movie
on April 13, 2023

As soon as I get my computer running I'm instantly playing pop'n music or making my newgrounds series. I do have decent supplies to make some flash animations.
on April 05, 2023

Also theres this one kid in my 7th period clas that tries so hard being the weird kid (trying to take my place.huh) despite having lots of friends

Also that samw kid laughed at me for having difficulty walking uo the stairs with his friends and i ended up running away from the school after rhat #awesome
on April 03, 2023

No one ever will take my place as the weird kid. I am the only weird kid edgelord creature thing at my school
on April 03, 2023
on April 03, 2023

April beginning of month entry update
-I've gone more interested in looking into disturbing movies as well as the weird side of youtube.
- I also have been on letterboxd alot and wanting to collect dvds for my favorite movies
- im also going to make a nickey popn music plushie. He is genuinely one of my favorite characters, and i relate to him so much.
- happy spring is here. Pillbugs are finally coming out, i wanna grow flowers
- i might get a ps2. Me and my mom are interested See More in buying a japanese port so i can play popn at home
-I've gone more interested in looking into disturbing movies as well as the weird side of youtube.
- I also have been on letterboxd alot and wanting to collect dvds for my favorite movies
- im also going to make a nickey popn music plushie. He is genuinely one of my favorite characters, and i relate to him so much.
- happy spring is here. Pillbugs are finally coming out, i wanna grow flowers
- i might get a ps2. Me and my mom are interested See More in buying a japanese port so i can play popn at home
on April 03, 2023