
post concert depression for crywank hitting different tbh i miss them

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i will be sad until it’s time to be excited for black midi. then after that i’ll be sad again until the next show
on September 13, 2022
on September 13, 2022

the other day i found this super cute upbeat cupcake shop. it had rainbow polka dots on the windows and was all decorated bright and colorful and all of the chairs were actually swings. so cute.
go inside. immediately recognize the music.
they literally had THE SMITHS playing in there. like… not even a playlist w the smiths on it or like it was on the radio. like five smiths songs played in a row. they were listening to louder than bombs.
go inside. immediately recognize the music.
they literally had THE SMITHS playing in there. like… not even a playlist w the smiths on it or like it was on the radio. like five smiths songs played in a row. they were listening to louder than bombs.
on September 12, 2022

if qfeasts getting nuked tomorrow should i post The Chapter of high society that wasn’t supposed to b posted til the end or
on September 12, 2022

okok csh got cancelled which i’m still sad about but!!!! crywank was dope!!!
now we got black midi in october and mustard service in spring and whoever else i decide to see LMAO
now we got black midi in october and mustard service in spring and whoever else i decide to see LMAO
on September 11, 2022

things that happened @cry wank concert !!!!
-someone asked jay if they liked family guy
-the really cute bassist from chasity winked at me
-jay managed to break a low e string?????
-i experienced my first mosh pit
-someone threw a squeaky duck on the stage and dan was squeaking it into the mic
-after the show i met the band and they signed my shirt they r so cool
-someone asked jay if they liked family guy
-the really cute bassist from chasity winked at me
-jay managed to break a low e string?????
-i experienced my first mosh pit
-someone threw a squeaky duck on the stage and dan was squeaking it into the mic
-after the show i met the band and they signed my shirt they r so cool
on September 11, 2022

on September 11, 2022

today on ‘brew takes on chicago’:
-was woken up at like 7:30 bc of a fire drill in my dorm. this went on for 20 minutes. at least if there’s ever a fire at night i’ll wake up.
-left dorm at 10 am to go to my class. it’s a 20 ish minute walk unless you take backroads and find a fast way. grabbed my id in the way out.
-was asked by some old lady where the library was. pretended i don’t speak english. as usual.
-rom texts me while i’m on the way. i almost get hit by a car as i’m See More texting him back.
-get to the building, immediately realize that i left my id at home. have to go back and get it.
-realize id is in phone case, look like a foo
-run back. encounter several panhandlers.
-finally get back to building like 30 minutes late
-go to class (i don’t think it was the right class.)
-get catcalled on the way back. i was wearing a smiths shirt. literally incel band
-later went to find a coffee shop, got lost, ended up in a shady part of the city alone.
-was almost either robbed or trafficked. man w no teeth kept asking me for money. finally told him i have none, he asks for a hug. bro was gonna pickpocket me. i RAN, he followed me until i crossed the street.
-was woken up at like 7:30 bc of a fire drill in my dorm. this went on for 20 minutes. at least if there’s ever a fire at night i’ll wake up.
-left dorm at 10 am to go to my class. it’s a 20 ish minute walk unless you take backroads and find a fast way. grabbed my id in the way out.
-was asked by some old lady where the library was. pretended i don’t speak english. as usual.
-rom texts me while i’m on the way. i almost get hit by a car as i’m See More texting him back.
-get to the building, immediately realize that i left my id at home. have to go back and get it.
-realize id is in phone case, look like a foo
-run back. encounter several panhandlers.
-finally get back to building like 30 minutes late
-go to class (i don’t think it was the right class.)
-get catcalled on the way back. i was wearing a smiths shirt. literally incel band
-later went to find a coffee shop, got lost, ended up in a shady part of the city alone.
-was almost either robbed or trafficked. man w no teeth kept asking me for money. finally told him i have none, he asks for a hug. bro was gonna pickpocket me. i RAN, he followed me until i crossed the street.
on September 10, 2022

on September 10, 2022

things i have learned so far about arts school and chicago
-sometimes this place stinks. like literally. smells bad. especially piss, garbage, and the occasional rotting dead bird carcass
-theres like a billion coffee places
-studying in a cute cage with some espresso and a coffee cake is THE LIFE
-if you don’t wear good shoes you will be im excruciating pain. even if you do have good shoes, you will be sore
-if you’re a semi attractive, funny, and can
play a guitar, nerdy See More boys will be all over you. you will get plenty of private concerts, probably songs about you is you flirt hard enough
-the penthouse floor is fuckking freezing
-there’s so many good reading spots
-sometimes this place stinks. like literally. smells bad. especially piss, garbage, and the occasional rotting dead bird carcass
-theres like a billion coffee places
-studying in a cute cage with some espresso and a coffee cake is THE LIFE
-if you don’t wear good shoes you will be im excruciating pain. even if you do have good shoes, you will be sore
-if you’re a semi attractive, funny, and can
play a guitar, nerdy See More boys will be all over you. you will get plenty of private concerts, probably songs about you is you flirt hard enough
-the penthouse floor is fuckking freezing
-there’s so many good reading spots
on September 09, 2022

identikit uploaded a photo
from last weekend but it is a cool picture
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on September 09, 2022

of all of the days i could wear this fuckking sweatshirt i wore it today

Dont feel bad. One time in 8th grade I decided to bring my little quarters for a lunch snack in an empty medicine bottle and before my lunch period 4 girls overdosed on xans in the school bathroom for a s***ide pact (unbeknownst to me) and when I brought the bottle out during lunch a girl was like “do you think thats funny” and I was so confused until a teacher See More addressed it in my last class period.
on September 10, 2022

on September 09, 2022
on September 08, 2022

(not) sorry for barely being on here anymore LMAO when you live in a city where things happen and have a shit ton of friends you’re not online much (i spend more time in other people’s dorms and outside than i do in my own dorm)
uhhh life updates im seeing crywank on saturday i think and i’m seeing black midi in october. i still miss r but like this person i’m seeing in the meantime is wonderful, they treat me right (r is clearly jealous and it’s kind funny)
college has officially See More started, i had classes today, my foundations prof scares me a little both bc we are one day in and he yelled at us to get our shit together but he also thinks i’m smart.
uhhh life updates im seeing crywank on saturday i think and i’m seeing black midi in october. i still miss r but like this person i’m seeing in the meantime is wonderful, they treat me right (r is clearly jealous and it’s kind funny)
college has officially See More started, i had classes today, my foundations prof scares me a little both bc we are one day in and he yelled at us to get our shit together but he also thinks i’m smart.
on September 08, 2022

rating a few drawings in my dorm’s graffiti room:
-hozier 10/10 i painted hozier beautifully and someone gave him a naked body with huge droopy tits and a cock
-giant among us 8/10 sussy
-car seat headrest: 11/10 there are SO MANY twin fantasy dogs. it’s fuckking ridiculous you cannot be in that room and not be at most five feet away from a twin fantasy dog. there is a car seat headrest SHRINE in the corner. there’s a car seat headrest fanclub. only about a third of them are See More mine
-twin fantasy with dicks . included this separately bc it deserved its own spot. 100/10 literally giant twin fantasy with huge dicks touching tips.
-PISS. 100/10 someone pissed on the floor, someone outlined it
-hozier 10/10 i painted hozier beautifully and someone gave him a naked body with huge droopy tits and a cock
-giant among us 8/10 sussy
-car seat headrest: 11/10 there are SO MANY twin fantasy dogs. it’s fuckking ridiculous you cannot be in that room and not be at most five feet away from a twin fantasy dog. there is a car seat headrest SHRINE in the corner. there’s a car seat headrest fanclub. only about a third of them are See More mine
-twin fantasy with dicks . included this separately bc it deserved its own spot. 100/10 literally giant twin fantasy with huge dicks touching tips.
-PISS. 100/10 someone pissed on the floor, someone outlined it
on September 07, 2022