demure - Page 5

DUDE
THERE IS THIS FREAKINT ADORABLE HIGHSCHOOLER ON MY BUS
SHE IS SO CUTE OMG SHE HAS SUCH A ROUND FACE AND WIDE EYES AND SHORT HAIR I WANT TO MELT EVERY TIME I SEE HER BYE

i still feel awful
my throat hurts so much,:

like hi,, i have feelings too

i feel so sad
im tired of my heart being thrown around by everyone lately

sIGH

sigh

i think i'm sick??
my upper back really hurts
i have a stuffy nose
and my throat hurts like hell

ok i'm gonna clarify things w/myself and everyone
I like genesis but i'm trying to fiorget my feelings for her because i know she'll hurt me.
And I really like my friend Grayson and he likes me back.. he makes me laugh so often and we've only fought once but it was silly and we made up and he makes me smile and makes me feel good and he's so cute like what
and he likes me back
hECK
do i forget about my feelings for him or her or both of them

how could you forget me so fast..?
as if i'm just
a speck of dust that landed on your finger and was flicked off as fast as you noticed it?
am i a simple inconvienence to your life?
did i intervene into something so grand??
because you claimed i made you happy.
bullshit. See More▼
if i made you happy you wouldn't be able to forget.
if i made you feel you wouldn't be able to forget.
because you made me feel so much and you haven't been off my mind since we met.

how can you move on?
how the hell do you not feel pain every time my name is mentioned?
how the HELL do you not care anymore?
because i still have a hole in my heart from you and i'm not sure it will ever be filled.
did you ever even LOVE me, ash????????

dear ash,
i remember the first time I seen you. It was poetry club, and my heart raced. My palms soaked in sweat, my eyes focused on the ground.
I remember the feeling i got when you talked to me the first time. The soft sound of your voice that was motivational words. 'You should read it. I believe in you.'
I remember the feeling i got when I first realised I loved you. My heart stopped, my stomach dropped. Fear. fear you would let me down.
I remember the feeling I got when See More▼ you told me you liked me.
I remember the feeling i got when i first asked you out.
when you kissed me for the first time
I remember all this.
do you?

ohgod khgod

oh god samb i dtying

i csnt brrsthe

what would you guys do if you met me

hell i love being called 'love' and 'dear' and 'baby' fûCK

fCK
genesis wants me to be her date to homecoming like no i don't think that's how it works

ughh

alright let's see if i can push people and get a seat on the bus today