If I were pretty, maybe they'd like me
on June 14, 2017
I understand. Sometimes my OC even wears a mask because I hate social situations. So, coming from me, I can't really say much, but I'm sure whoever they are would like you. It's supposed to be about having a nice personality, anyway.
on June 14, 2017
on June 14, 2017
My Mother just yelled at me for acting like a victim for not washing a plate to eat when I don't want to eat. It's like she forgot Everytime she's ever hurt me, emotionally, and physically.
Do I not matter to her that much?
Probably yes.
Do I not matter to her that much?
Probably yes.
on June 14, 2017
I need to get this off my chest---Don't look, please
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I'm pretty sure both my brothers hate me. I'm certain my whole family hates me. My Mother said that, my birth was unexpected. I've always thought it meant I was an accident. Since my parents fight, I think to myself, "This is your fault. If you weren't born they wouldn't do this." In second grade, I had thoughts of suicide. I thought if I died, my Mother'd be happy. I'm also a bit 'Bipolar' so I have anger issues, which makes people dislike me even more. I've always just thought that every bad thing that happened to my family, was my fault. I don't think others like me either. I just thought my friends hung out with me because they felt sorry for me. My parents probably think the term "caretakers" mean they put you in some clothes, a house, and feed you. I bet they have the other two as favorites, they only keep me alive as their toy, and their benefit. Now that I moved, things got worse. I've been hearing a voice, telling me things like, " It's your fault, no one loves you, it'd be better if you died, ect". I had an anxiety attack and tried to choke myself to death. I feel terrible. If you're reading this,
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I'm pretty sure both my brothers hate me. I'm certain my whole family hates me. My Mother said that, my birth was unexpected. I've always thought it meant I was an accident. Since my parents fight, I think to myself, "This is your fault. If you weren't born they wouldn't do this." In second grade, I had thoughts of suicide. I thought if I died, my Mother'd be happy. I'm also a bit 'Bipolar' so I have anger issues, which makes people dislike me even more. I've always just thought that every bad thing that happened to my family, was my fault. I don't think others like me either. I just thought my friends hung out with me because they felt sorry for me. My parents probably think the term "caretakers" mean they put you in some clothes, a house, and feed you. I bet they have the other two as favorites, they only keep me alive as their toy, and their benefit. Now that I moved, things got worse. I've been hearing a voice, telling me things like, " It's your fault, no one loves you, it'd be better if you died, ect". I had an anxiety attack and tried to choke myself to death. I feel terrible. If you're reading this,
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on June 14, 2017
Please don't commit suicide. It could get better once you finish school, and have better and more important things to worry about than them.
on June 14, 2017
on June 14, 2017