me: hey I like myself a little now!
my hair: that's great! so, that means I can-
me: ew
my hair: that's great! so, that means I can-
me: ew
on March 11, 2019
on March 11, 2019
on March 11, 2019
i hate my thoughts so i'm going to go and cry to sleep
if i can
i have a comic to work on anyway
if i can
i have a comic to work on anyway
on March 11, 2019
whatever, i'm just going to play more Minecraft as narrate it all as Jeice because whatever
on March 11, 2019
on March 10, 2019
Okay, so. I didn't want to do it like this but i got scared that Kai's password wouldn't be saved into his computer so I instead have to write it as his own.
haha great.
Anyway, the things that's so important is,,, bumBUM!!!
I think I might be non-binary. I know that sounds like something a "special" cis girl would say but, I'm serious. I've always thought that I was a cis female but then, one day, I felt weird about it. I felt weird with the word "she". Before that, it was See More my name.
"Haley".
I stopped liking it a LONG time ago. I felt like it just didn't 'fit', y'know? So then i started thinking of other names and then remembered an old friend gave me a nickname because of how i tucked my hair in due to the fact that school didn't allow colored hair. He called me "Tucker". I liked it. Then he just,, disappeared. I had/have no idea where he went and it makes me so sad but happy i met him when i did. After that, I had forgotten about it and continued to search for names internally. Boom, Oceans. Boom, Tide. Boom, a name that fit (to me at least).
Then, now, I just feel weird about being a girl y'know? But I didn't want to call myself a boy either. I don't have any gender dysphoria other than the fact that I just don't feel like either a boy or a girl. And, I didn't want to barge in on Kai's life and make him uncomfortable. Like, a mom that tries to be hip and be relatable. Also because I don't feel like EITHER!
So. I've come to the conclusion that I'm a female presenting non-binary person. Meaning that, although I don't feel like either gender, I give off a feminine appearance (there's more but I'd rather not explain here). and, although I don't fuckking care about what you call me, i prefer the They/Them pronouns. If it happens to make you uncomfortable though, you can use she/her pronouns or whatever the fuckk.
haha great.
Anyway, the things that's so important is,,, bumBUM!!!
I think I might be non-binary. I know that sounds like something a "special" cis girl would say but, I'm serious. I've always thought that I was a cis female but then, one day, I felt weird about it. I felt weird with the word "she". Before that, it was See More my name.
"Haley".
I stopped liking it a LONG time ago. I felt like it just didn't 'fit', y'know? So then i started thinking of other names and then remembered an old friend gave me a nickname because of how i tucked my hair in due to the fact that school didn't allow colored hair. He called me "Tucker". I liked it. Then he just,, disappeared. I had/have no idea where he went and it makes me so sad but happy i met him when i did. After that, I had forgotten about it and continued to search for names internally. Boom, Oceans. Boom, Tide. Boom, a name that fit (to me at least).
Then, now, I just feel weird about being a girl y'know? But I didn't want to call myself a boy either. I don't have any gender dysphoria other than the fact that I just don't feel like either a boy or a girl. And, I didn't want to barge in on Kai's life and make him uncomfortable. Like, a mom that tries to be hip and be relatable. Also because I don't feel like EITHER!
So. I've come to the conclusion that I'm a female presenting non-binary person. Meaning that, although I don't feel like either gender, I give off a feminine appearance (there's more but I'd rather not explain here). and, although I don't fuckking care about what you call me, i prefer the They/Them pronouns. If it happens to make you uncomfortable though, you can use she/her pronouns or whatever the fuckk.
this was from Tide (me) by the way haha, Kai is a Male and will probably see this in the morning and say "haha what the f-"
on March 10, 2019
on March 10, 2019
I'm gonna make an important post but first I'll have to grab kai's computer again
on March 10, 2019
on March 10, 2019
and if you leave your brother behind it's lame-
on March 10, 2019
Ok, i love horror but i swear to g o d
If you hurt a baby,,, in ANY way,
I will ban your movie forever and make sure you never do anything again ever
(same goes for dogs-)
If you hurt a baby,,, in ANY way,
I will ban your movie forever and make sure you never do anything again ever
(same goes for dogs-)
on March 09, 2019
i had a really bad morning and i would talk about it after school but i'm probably not gonna have anything for a month because the thing my mom made a big deal about?? i couldn't even do it haha and then the fuckking history teacher would NOT STOP fuckking yelling and tapping on my desk and it freaked me the HELL out and yeah, i cried, but who cares lol
Well still I'm right here if you need anything friend... I would like to help however I possibly can so if I can help let me know how
on March 04, 2019
i just said i wouldn't be able to fuckking talk because i won't have anything for a fuckking month
on March 04, 2019
on March 04, 2019
on March 04, 2019
me: plz let me cut my hair. i want to like myself and be happy. i want to feel good. i don't care if you think what i want is weird or not what you like, i want it that way. and i-
my mom: do you want your fuckking haircut or not you fuckking idiot moron
me, crying: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DdMFMtZXUAEufKH.jpg
my mom: do you want your fuckking haircut or not you fuckking idiot moron
me, crying: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DdMFMtZXUAEufKH.jpg
on March 04, 2019