ive completely cut off the majority of my high school friends the only ones i’m in contact w are jesus, nadiah, roman, and francesca and sometimes maddie but not often wtf
analog.whore
in contact w meaning regularly talk to i don’t like hate everyone from school LMFAO
on February 17, 2023
on February 17, 2023
as someone who has bpd and wants to gatekeep the people i love from everyone else the yandere trope is annoying and overused and gross frankly
on February 17, 2023
on February 16, 2023
somebody just told me i look like zooey deschanel (both of my top 2 sad guy friends have been saying this since i cut my hair)
on February 14, 2023
got mustard service ticketsssss also might b seeing crywank again and mAybe viagra boys but most likely not bc i’m broke
on February 12, 2023
we were seriously lacking in black midi tweets for a while but they were somewhat talkative today. greep went on a rant, shank’s sick, and idek ehat cameron’s doing god
on February 12, 2023
i don’t think i ever said so but pretty sure the death threats were mpreg, it was someone in the discord and i tracked their ip and it was a florida address LOL
on February 09, 2023
on February 07, 2023
hate when ppl talk about celebrities we find hot simply because instead of it being someone socially acceptable and normal like tom holland or harry styles it’s fuckkinyg SHANK and then we have to have the whole “what’s black midi” conversation and then they listen to hellfire once and never speak to me again
literally bro , like ppl hate on celebrities who have done nothing wrong and call them ugly n shit…bro go back to watching dream on ur moms phone
on February 07, 2023
on February 06, 2023
so i think i’m dying. everything i’m experiencing is my life flashing before my eyes
on February 04, 2023
on February 04, 2023
also my pre college friends the first semester is not how it actually is. just a warning. god. i am so tired. second semester is already destroying me physically and mentally
on February 02, 2023
life updates lol uhhhh
-weird situations romantically tbh. still talking to several people but there’s one i’m in an actual situationship with
-getting a tattoo soon. one of my best friends has a matching one, unintentionally (but it’s ironic bc we joked ab getting matching tattoos last year)
-second semester is goin good, lots of work and i’m stressed but it’s cool
-so cold here
-weird situations romantically tbh. still talking to several people but there’s one i’m in an actual situationship with
-getting a tattoo soon. one of my best friends has a matching one, unintentionally (but it’s ironic bc we joked ab getting matching tattoos last year)
-second semester is goin good, lots of work and i’m stressed but it’s cool
-so cold here
on February 01, 2023
currently reading through my old account but i translated the whole thing into dutch and this is fine literature
on January 27, 2023
damn i thought this site finally got nuked.
anyways second semester started. classes are fun. i’m taking a production class now and i got put into an ensemble last minute (on saxophone!!)
anyways second semester started. classes are fun. i’m taking a production class now and i got put into an ensemble last minute (on saxophone!!)
on January 27, 2023
please stop sending me death threats it’s not cool
on January 21, 2023
on January 21, 2023
lupdates because i am finally doing better and i know how some of you hate to see it, and frankly i do not care because i know who i am and i have people who appreciate me for that, and i’m so sorry you miserable fuckks feel the need to constantly harass me over things i said during a literal psychotic episode. working on a new project w/ a multitude of people. got a new place, it’s tiny but wonderful. found out i have bpd n my therapist said i have schizotypal tendencies. livin See More it up. nothing feels real and i can’t feel anything anymore and god. cheers to being a cuntt i guess, and i’m going to put my account up for deletion and hope none of you actual pieces of human scum never contact me again. get fuckked or whatever. balls deep.
on January 13, 2023
bitches on qfeast dot com when your suicide attempt fails and instead of immediately apologizing to them for apparently pretending to be suicidal you remove yourself from social media: ???
like so sorry i didn’t swallow enough pills to take me out ig??? and so sorry i made the decision to get away from something that was negatively impacting my mental health. also had i been trying to fake my death i would not have been keeping contact with people i care about, including people who r literally active on this site. i’m that stupid and i’m almost See More offended about the fact that a few of you who have the mental capacity of high school freshmen think i am. fuckk all of you. imagine accusing someone who’s had a history of suicidal ideations since 6th grade that they’re “faking it for attention.” this is why people follow through w it.
and guess i also put forth my time, effort and money to buy a ticket, sit for 8 hours on a bus, see a psychiatrist and get diagnosed w a personality disorder for attention too.
and guess i also put forth my time, effort and money to buy a ticket, sit for 8 hours on a bus, see a psychiatrist and get diagnosed w a personality disorder for attention too.
on January 11, 2023
on January 11, 2023