TheUnofficalKpopRat091 - Page 2

My cat will not sHuT hEr FaT mOuTh. All day so far she's been meowing at everything as loud as possible for no real reason. Cats are lovely.

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So, I got a check up at the doctors, and apparently I have severe depression? Also, I just got back from the hotel, and I'm already pissed at my brother...

So, there was a plumbing problem in my house (pipe leak?) and cuz of that I get to stay in a hotel for 3 days. Yay.

Oh, and happy Pride Month to my fellow gays. ?

Well, the photo came out too blurry, so I'll just say it instead. I made Danganronpa fanart and I gotta say, it didn't come out bad.

I've cleaned up my house a lot today, and I feel unstoppable ?

Random thing, but my mom now knows I'm gay in some way because of my sister, who decided to rat me out. I'm going to lay low and try to be as unsuspicious as I can for a while.

It's always interesting to watch my cat try to bite her leg off. She hasn't succeeded yet, don't worry.

I can't stop sneezing... Ewwh

Update: So, my ex IS dating my friend and my other friend was very much not happy... Not that it matters, cuz I'm gonna stay out of this one as much as I can.

Oh, and on Saturday I had my black belt testing, and passed! I was so scared about it but I did it! ?

There needs to be a word for the awkward feeling when you think your ex is dating one of your best friends and you feel beyond confused and terrified because one of your other best friends likes that other best friend that might be dating your ex. Meanwhile, I'm still tryna get over the fact that my current crush is attracted to another gender from mine and now I believe is using me to hide the fact that ⭐he's gay⭐ from others by calling me cute or whatever. It's Summer break. See More▼ I don't want any more drama.

Life hurts a lot right now. I'm also extremely stressed out.
Things will get better hopefully, as I'm planning to try and make a new friend even though there's only a few more days of school. That's why they invented phones ?

Also to fill in anyone who cares, I broke up with my previous partner because I had a huge crush on someone else and thought it wasn't fair. I'm still desperately falling for this amazing dude from school.

Oh, and I broke up with my partner. I just wasn't feeling it after I kept seeing red flags, but I'm too nice to ditch them completely so we're friends still.

Being sick has actually been fun.
I've done like, no chores at all, I've swallowed more pills than I could tell you in the past 3 days, I've slept a ton, and I've eaten good food. (I even got boba tea!)

Haha so I'm sick for some reason, my throat is on ?FIRE? but really I'm just confused why they didn't put Ryeowook's new release on Spotify yet? Like, it's really good? Please?

I've pretty much run out of interesting content for now.
I also realized that the best way for someone like me to ask someone out, break up with them, etc. is by using a song.

Oh, uh, yesterday I got to feel like Y/N for a split second ?
I was hanging out with my friends at the mall when this one guy in this big group of friends asked me a question. He seemed really nice and all (and was not bad looking), but for some reason I was so focused on what I was doing that I couldn't seem to say a word and I kept walking. Kind of regret it now, I don't know.

My teacher just scared the sheesh out of me, but anyways,
I got a maintenance test for my forms in Tae Kwon Do today, and I'm exhausted. It's alright though, I could probably manage to do them while asleep.