lemon_drizzle69 added a poll to the starred list
Least favorite character from Marble Hornets?
on January 26, 2022
Also I would like to thank @i.luv_seiko.shinohara_100 for always checking up on me. You too @McWater and @BlueTheQuizWhiz97, you guys were really sweet and stuff and gave me hope, though I actually didn't want it. But you, Damien (Is it okay to say your name lmao ?), you were talking to me, even before I 'left' because of what was happening in my life. Thank you though, I appreciate you and I love you ?
on January 12, 2022
Another bio update. I promise this will be the last bio update. Until May ?
Also for the ppl in my bio, I just put you guys in my bio in terms of longest to shortest usernames. I don't have a favorite (I'm lying obv, I have like 3 but I'm not going to admit it).
Also for the ppl in my bio, I just put you guys in my bio in terms of longest to shortest usernames. I don't have a favorite (I'm lying obv, I have like 3 but I'm not going to admit it).
on January 12, 2022
Imagine your mom telling everyone that your son is dead.
Jae never died. He was super close though, and he still has a huge chance of not surviving, but he never died. His mom told everyone that he passed.
Kinda stupid but. I'm just super glad he's okay :))
They're gonna take him off the ventilator for a little to see how he does. He's taking his medication so he's doing a bit better.
Jae never died. He was super close though, and he still has a huge chance of not surviving, but he never died. His mom told everyone that he passed.
Kinda stupid but. I'm just super glad he's okay :))
They're gonna take him off the ventilator for a little to see how he does. He's taking his medication so he's doing a bit better.
on January 12, 2022
Esmae said Jae is alive :)
We think the pills had some sort of effect on him and it killed him. But, about 10 minutes ago, she messaged me and said they forced him on the ventilator so he started breathing again :) she said it's on and off though. Breathes, stops, breathes, stops, breathes, stops. They're unsure if he'll make it again but right now he's doing good. I asked her for an update but she has not said anything yet. His heart is okay, but it will be a while before he See More fully recovers.
That's so weird though. Who dies and just comes back to life? I'm not religious but I really do believe that what happened was a miracle. I know he wouldn't fake his death.
But, yeah. I'm kinda happy but I'm not trying to get my hopes up, in case he doesn't make it again.
We think the pills had some sort of effect on him and it killed him. But, about 10 minutes ago, she messaged me and said they forced him on the ventilator so he started breathing again :) she said it's on and off though. Breathes, stops, breathes, stops, breathes, stops. They're unsure if he'll make it again but right now he's doing good. I asked her for an update but she has not said anything yet. His heart is okay, but it will be a while before he See More fully recovers.
That's so weird though. Who dies and just comes back to life? I'm not religious but I really do believe that what happened was a miracle. I know he wouldn't fake his death.
But, yeah. I'm kinda happy but I'm not trying to get my hopes up, in case he doesn't make it again.
You can be dead for about an hour I believe and still make it. I hope he will be alright.
on January 12, 2022
on January 11, 2022
Bio update. Literally the same as my Insta bio but. k.
on January 10, 2022
Im getting bored a lot so. And i need to do smth to distract me from my thoughts.
But um. So Jae died Saturday morning.
He was doing so good, but ig. He gave up.
He cried a lot and they had to give him pills to force him to sleep. But yeah.
How have you guys been.
But um. So Jae died Saturday morning.
He was doing so good, but ig. He gave up.
He cried a lot and they had to give him pills to force him to sleep. But yeah.
How have you guys been.
on January 10, 2022
I won't be on for a while. I'm going through a very tough time right now. I apologize. Stay safe guys. Please, promise me that you'll stay safe and be happy.
on January 08, 2022
Bruh who the hell is MagicMouse16 & why do they have me blocked. Ion even remember who that is
on January 07, 2022
on January 07, 2022
Favorite:
American songs: Any song from Keshi.
Korean songs: Any song from Block B, Enhypen, Ateez, Super Junior, Bigbang, Stray Kids, or txt.
Japanese songs: Voice by Pay money to my pain, and pretty much any song from One Ok Rock.
American songs: Any song from Keshi.
Korean songs: Any song from Block B, Enhypen, Ateez, Super Junior, Bigbang, Stray Kids, or txt.
Japanese songs: Voice by Pay money to my pain, and pretty much any song from One Ok Rock.
on January 05, 2022
on January 05, 2022
lemon_drizzle69 added a photo to the starred list
Used some stuff so now my hairs slightly less yellow
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on January 05, 2022
I love helping people and then right after they thank me. It's not that I want to be thanked, it usually takes me by surprise when they do. But when they thank me, it makes me feel as if I really did help them in some way, and that's all I want to do for them. I don't think I'm the best and helping others, but I do try.
I get what you mean completely, I always feel good when I'm thanked. Makes it feel like I accomplished something
on January 03, 2022
on January 03, 2022
How is everyone.
Did y'all eat today?
Did y'all eat today?
on January 03, 2022
*EXO playing the Whisper Challenge (or whatever it's called ?):
Sehun: When you do what?
Suho: You appeared in a variety show!
Sehun: ....I can't hear you.
Suho: A famous TV show host!!
Sehun: ........I can't hear you
Sehun: When you do what?
Suho: You appeared in a variety show!
Sehun: ....I can't hear you.
Suho: A famous TV show host!!
Sehun: ........I can't hear you
on January 02, 2022
lemon_drizzle69 added a photo to the starred list
POV: You sketch something and you are proud of it
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on January 02, 2022
He makes me confused. And it hurts.
Some days he makes me say "Omg he loves me he cares about me I'm so happy"
Then others, he makes me say "Hmm... I think you love me? I don't know... I'm not entirely sure... "
Some days we're friends. Some days, we act like we're a little more than just friends. Then other days, we're just strangers, acquaintances, looking for something, someone, to fill the emptiness we feel in our hearts.
Maybe that's why I've been so sad lately. I try so See More hard to keep this relationship, this friendship going, but he's not. He's not trying. He's not wanting to keep this going. He's not willing to tell me anything. It sucks, I have to force everything out of him. It sucks, I have to be the one to initiate the conversations. It sucks, I'm forcing myself to be happy around him.
It sucks. It hurts.
Some days he makes me say "Omg he loves me he cares about me I'm so happy"
Then others, he makes me say "Hmm... I think you love me? I don't know... I'm not entirely sure... "
Some days we're friends. Some days, we act like we're a little more than just friends. Then other days, we're just strangers, acquaintances, looking for something, someone, to fill the emptiness we feel in our hearts.
Maybe that's why I've been so sad lately. I try so See More hard to keep this relationship, this friendship going, but he's not. He's not trying. He's not wanting to keep this going. He's not willing to tell me anything. It sucks, I have to force everything out of him. It sucks, I have to be the one to initiate the conversations. It sucks, I'm forcing myself to be happy around him.
It sucks. It hurts.
on January 02, 2022
Help
Help
Help
Help
God help
He called me good girl
Why must he call me that See More
Why must I feel this way
Help
Help
Help
God help
He called me good girl
Why must he call me that See More
Why must I feel this way
on January 02, 2022
He didnt actually die, his mom just said he did but at the time i was pretty sure he was dead