McDermottsAngel - Page 8

Today is the release of Season 8 of The Middle! But it has only aired in America, and I have to wait longer for it because I live in England. So I can't watch it yet.

Today was okay, apart from Laughing Boy and this girl making fun of me in RE.

I just found the actual 'theme songs for characters' video that made me rediscover Mika. I also found a lot of my other favourite songs with this video too. ?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?list=LLqL5CJReM4kYqXlhrslXQFQ&v=8-0lVGrf2JY

Also, guys, that teacher that looked exactly like Mika came back to my school today, and he was sitting a few tables away from me while I was eating lunch. He was talking to the deputy headteacher and another teacher, and I think he is going to be a teacher at my school, because the other teacher hadn't come back. She probably just scared everyone at my school, because most people probably thought she was a bit over-enthusiastic and hyper, like I did.

I hope he's going to teach See More▼ my French class, because then I would have a lesson that actually has a good teacher. But he probably won't, because he's a new teacher, and I will probably be about to leave the school when he starts teaching.

Today was better than yesterday. And I got a really good grade on my English assessment, which was a Band C, which would be a B in my GCSEs. So that was good. ?

I was feeling bad, but now I'm watching The Middle with hot chocolate and I feel a lot better. ??

Today was the first bad day that I have had in a while.

In Science, I was doing my work, and Eminem Boy's best friend said hello to me. When I didn't respond, he turned around to SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and said I was ignorant. She told him that I wasn't ignorant, and they had an argument. SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was trying to stick up for me and help me, and Eminem Boy's best friend kept yelling at her and saying horrible things about me. I almost started crying, and it was just See More▼ horrible. I also nearly had a panic attack, and SkyDoesMinecraft Girl was trying to help me calm down and feel better. Then Eminem Boy said he would tell his best friend about why I didn't talk to him, and I had to listen to him tell him about my personal problems as if he knew everything about me, even though he got most of it wrong and I could hear everything he was saying. At the end of the lesson, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl said she would tell the teacher about what happened, which was really nice of her. But it still hurt.

In PE, while I was getting changed, TheDoctorsQueen started asking me about what happened in Science, and she said that SkyDoesMinecraft Girl had told her to make sure I was okay. I said that I was okay, because I didn't really want her getting involved, and then she just never said anything else to me. Then when we were outside, we had to warm up before playing rounders by running up and down the astro turf. TheDoctorsQueen and HeyHoHereWeGo caught up with me, and they told me that they had found out my new username. TheDoctorsQueen said she had followed me on her new account, and I said I knew. Then they started talking about my new username and trying to remember what it was, and they said things about Charlie McDermott. Then I really did start crying, and I just walked away from them as fast as I could. Then when we picked teams for rounders, I was the last to be picked, and Diamond Girl swore because she got me on her team and she didn't want me. Then Echosmith Hater Girl tried to get me off her team, and she said that she 'only wanted people she actually liked on her team'. That made it even worse. When we were actually playing rounders, I ran to TheDoctorsQueen's base, and she asked me about what happened in Science again. I said it was a long story, but what I really meant was that I didn't want to talk about things like that with someone that shares my Qfeast account with other people without my permission, even when they know I don't like people in real life knowing my social media, and barely even cares about me anyway. And when I was getting changed, Human Copy Machine Girl's best friend said something to me, but then she said, "Never mind, I don't like you."

I'm still trying to be positive, but today really was bad.

I just remembered that at school today, TheDoctorsQueen will probably say something to me about my new username. :/

I just found out that Eden Sher listens to HyunA, and that makes me love her even more. ???

You know it's getting bad when you think about Charlie McDermott when you listen to Mika songs. :/

Gia Mantegna is me in this video. ?

https://vine.co/v/5ZrmgUMXtFv

I was scrolling through Instagram, and I found this funny post about Modest Mouse. It was really accurate, and it made me laugh, so I took a screenshot, posted it and tagged Charlie McDermott in it, because it's a post about his idols, and it's the sort of thing he would laugh at. I thought it would also be a good way to try and get him to notice me.

But he didn't. I don't know if he's just really busy with filming Season 8 of The Middle, or if my username is scaring him away. See More▼ I really wish I could be noticed by him, though.

Proof that my obsession with Mika has gone: Today I was in the car with my dad and my brother, and Love Today came on the radio. I didn't even realise that it was Mika by the first note of the song, I didn't fangirl or even smile or laugh, and I didn't feel sick or want to have a panic attack like I usually did when I heard or saw something related to him. I just sat there, and I didn't even care when my dad asked me if I liked Mika. I just said, "Ehh." and I didn't feel anything See More▼ when my dad started saying things like, "How can someone sing like that?" and making fun of his high notes, because Love Today is his most high-pitched song. I felt really weird, because I usually would have reacted like that, but because the Mikafreak part of me is leaving me, it just didn't happen.

I guess MikasPrincess reacts like that to his songs, but McDermottsAngel feels nothing. :/