Irrelevant - Page 9

I'm 19 and I still have a f'ucking curfew and if I don't meet it I'm either "grounded" or my phone gets set off repeatedly. My mom is literally trying to control my life like what the hell. Also, this isn't even the worst of it.

I'm just not going to do anything anymore

My siblings don't know what serotonin means and that's kind of sad.

Good news is... I'm not pregnant. Bad news is, I've got nothing and I'm in a shit ton of pain and Alex has never witnessed the start of my PMS and he's going to feel my wrath.

I'm not going to be able to sleep and I'm pissed.

I keep hearing a hissing noise in my ear and it's f'ucking annoying

I'm getting a snake and naming it William Snakespeare

Not me obsessing over dead poets

Shigaraki is now Shakira

My boyfriend fed me curly fries while I was driving

Most of my characters have a traumatic backstory because idk.

- Everest witnesses his parents murder from a young age and suffers from amnesia. While he was trying to get his memories back he suffered panic attacks due to the memory being too much, and ended up repressing it again. Later when he meets Parker Greyson he was able to fully remember everything (Parker used his abilities to help ease his mind, as Everest tried to remember who he was in order to fight Lucifer). Everest See More▼ still suffers through trauma, he deals with nightmares of that night and suffers from paranoia.
- Ana suffered severe trauma from being used as a lab rat in a lab, watching the love of her life being ripped apart, and being beaten into becoming an assassin. Due to her trauma she numbed herself from feeling all emotions and started killing. She suffers from hallucinations often seeing her victims as those who wronged her in the past, and eventually actually targeted those who wronged her in the past. She has abandonment issues, trust issues, and she refuses to get close to people in fear of losing them. She has a severe fear of hospitals (due to being in a lab and tortured). She suffers from severe PTSD.
- Syrianna watched her mother and sister burn in a fire, and watched her father leave and never come back. She does have abandonment issues and a fear of fire. She got her trust issues from later years when she was with people who she thought was trying to help her, but instead tried to kill her. She turned vengeful when she found out the truth behind her mother and sisters death, and even found out that half her family was wiped out. So, she did a mass genocide.

There's more of my characters, I'll go through them later.

Me: Name one thing about me

Friend: You're depressed

Me: I set the bar too low

A 14-year-old killed her disabled 19-year-old sister

That doesn't sit right with me

I'm getting deeply annoyed

People get annoyed when I'm in the relationship asking them if they're okay. They don't realize it's related to a bunch of trauma. I'm so afraid of upsetting people because I don't want to be hit or yelled at. When a person changes their tone in text and or voice I get really bad anxiety because I'm scared I f'ucked up, and that's on my friends leaving me constantly because of one tiny mistake. Asking if my partner is okay helps me put an ease at mind that they don't hate me, See More▼ and I'm not going to be screamed at. Idk why they don't understand... the only one who does is my current boyfriend Alex, and he got me after all the damage.

I get it can be repetitive but you'd rather have my ask if everything is okay rather than ghosting you because I think you're mad at me.

How am I 5th qfeaster of the day people hate me

Tiktok chose violence

Got inspired by emotions to write a song that'll never be shown to anyone

Person: Why do you hate me

Me: I don't hate you personally, I hate everyone equally!

I'm not getting pregnancy symptoms ads... I don't claim the energy my phone is creating.