POV: you have my life (symptoms included)
⚠️ warning some of the things that are said down below could cause people to feel uneasy your caution is advised⚠️
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You have a amazing mom who cares about you two sisters who don’t give two shits about you or your life and a dad who may never understand you
Your mother try’s to understand your problems but you never have the words
You want to kill people or be killed just you know you can’t
You have and very good amount of training with blood because you see it way too often for your own comfort but now you’re used to it
You never know what to say even if your having fun
You may seem happy but your not and just have to act
Sometimes you think “why can’t I read like other people or why can’t I stay still…”
And even wanting to just quit…and never ever come back Even wanting to be with friends
You burn you arm sometimes just to make sure your still a living person
And even though that’s a lot that’s the thing you have to deal with on the regular-
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Phobias are the real combat every day…
Phobias against sleep, women, people, hair, water, light, toys/dolls, feet, and (not all I just can’t with the rest-) holes
And most people don’t believe you when you say your lonely bc you like to say “my friends are so ___” even though you are mainly talking about two people
⚠️ warning some of the things that are said down below could cause people to feel uneasy your caution is advised⚠️
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You have a amazing mom who cares about you two sisters who don’t give two shits about you or your life and a dad who may never understand you
Your mother try’s to understand your problems but you never have the words
You want to kill people or be killed just you know you can’t
You have and very good amount of training with blood because you see it way too often for your own comfort but now you’re used to it
You never know what to say even if your having fun
You may seem happy but your not and just have to act
Sometimes you think “why can’t I read like other people or why can’t I stay still…”
And even wanting to just quit…and never ever come back Even wanting to be with friends
You burn you arm sometimes just to make sure your still a living person
And even though that’s a lot that’s the thing you have to deal with on the regular-
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Phobias are the real combat every day…
Phobias against sleep, women, people, hair, water, light, toys/dolls, feet, and (not all I just can’t with the rest-) holes
And most people don’t believe you when you say your lonely bc you like to say “my friends are so ___” even though you are mainly talking about two people
I didn’t want to continue but these are only the symptoms(and they’re not even all of them)
on August 23, 2022
on August 23, 2022
on August 22, 2022
on August 22, 2022
I like how I’m trying to just BE and then I really said “I ShOuLd LeArN sPaNiSh” XDD I look like I haven’t sleep in 3 weeks-
on August 15, 2022
Nobody:
Me Who already has a difficult time speaking English: starts to learn Spanish!
Me Who already has a difficult time speaking English: starts to learn Spanish!
on August 15, 2022
on August 14, 2022
