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?‍? Never one without the other. ?‍?

You can call me Crow or Matt. I use He/Him or They/Them pronouns.

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i don’t know why dying in my dreams doesn’t?? bother me as much as it should
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your.cool.grandma
according to google lol. i had a dream where i stabbed myself and literally a month later got help for my depression.
on April 15, 2019
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it,,it does??? i know it doesn’t mean you’ll die soon or anything but aa I’ll try to!!! I’m just still shook about my dream because it was disturbing a little

you stay positive too!!! I hope you’ve had a good morning so far ???
on April 15, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
cause its a dream. you know its not real. dreams about death may mean there are changes coming your way. stay positive, love!
on April 15, 2019
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it’s real feeling depressed as fúck hours ✨
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your.cool.grandma
Cope your ass off
on April 11, 2019
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on April 11, 2019
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ngl i wanna be one of those people who just explore abandoned places and search for spirits and stuff
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on April 05, 2019
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on April 01, 2019
ah yes, just when this week was going good something horrible has to happen

I love life ?
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Pair_O_Dice
Are you okay??
on April 01, 2019
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on April 01, 2019
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hey hey

go give @your.cool.grandma and @Pair_0_Dice some love!!!! they deserve it for being such amazing people ?????
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Pair_O_Dice
Aaa I love you too fam!!
on March 30, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
n,,no you,,
on March 29, 2019
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on March 29, 2019
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ive been feeling positive for the past few days and it felt super good but now it’s all crashing down again and i hate this so much, nothing even happened

i was just happy, what did I do wrong
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Pair_O_Dice
Having a burst of positivity after a period of not having one can probably be very overwhelming, I understand that. Take it easy, ok?
on March 25, 2019
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Hh h thank y’all, it means a lot that you guys care. I think I’m just exhausted from being this positive? I enjoyed being really happy again though. I’ve been taking my meds and I think it might just be a burnout is all.
on March 24, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
Take your medicine and use your coping skills.

Even with getting help you’ll still experience negativity, but it’s up to you to help yourself with it. I know you can do it. Positivity and happiness is a choice, just like negativity and sadness. It’s just up to you to decide which one you want more, and what you’ll do to achieve it. Ily ok?
on March 24, 2019
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Pair_O_Dice
Have you been taking your medicine properly? Or are you on your cycle or about to start? Those could affect your mood pretty hard.
If not my best advice is to try to fill the space with stuff that makes you happy? Trying to analyze what made your mood drop will just stress you out more.
You didn't do anything wrong, dude. Emotions and mental health just suck
on March 24, 2019
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i wanna get a bunch of loose pants and big shirts and just not be as feminine

it makes me a little disappointed I’ll probably never pass for a guy but I know it shouldn’t stop me, it’s just difficult
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Cr0wMercenary
i know she’ll still love me but I just?? don’t know if she’ll be like supportive or anything
on March 21, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
You’re still her child, she’ll love you reguardless.
on March 19, 2019
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hhh thank you dude, im just afraid of how doing all that stuff will go and if my mom will accept me and stuff, it’s nerve racking ig
on March 18, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
I believe in you!!! Once you’re out of your moms house, you can buy a binder, heck, shave your head, get on t! You can do it, I believe in you < 3
on March 17, 2019
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on March 17, 2019
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I saw someone else post this but im absolutely gonna say this too.

if you support/like pewdiepie get away from me and unfollow me right now, thanks.
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on March 16, 2019
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on March 14, 2019
me? panicking internally because most of my friends are in a rough place right now and are struggling? it’s more likely than you think

i just want to give all of them big hugs and just take their pain and struggles away
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your.cool.grandma
Dude I feel you
on March 14, 2019
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on March 13, 2019
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hh H me? actually going back to school? it’s more likely than you think
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your.cool.grandma
It’s like
Outpatient but only for a couple of hours every other day
on March 12, 2019
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honestly I don’t really know what iop is-
on March 12, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
At least talk to her abt iop?
on March 11, 2019
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but I don’t want to be left back either, that’s the thing. Sure my grades might be better when I get back, but I’ve missed a lot of information I need to know
on March 11, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
Bullshit. You still need to be there. Mental health is more important
on March 11, 2019
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on March 10, 2019
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I don’t want to go back to outpatient when we get back to texas
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your.cool.grandma
You need to so you can get better
on March 08, 2019
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on March 08, 2019
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im kinda struggling to realize if all these mood swings are from me being off my anti-depressants or??? bc im hella confused why they took me off of them in the first place since they wanted to test how it affected me, or if my mom just hasn’t gotten a refill of it
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Cr0wMercenary
I’ve tried?? she said she doesn’t know and she says she’s going to get my anti-depressants refilled but she hasn’t yet
on March 09, 2019
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your.cool.grandma
Ask your mom about it.
on March 08, 2019
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on March 08, 2019
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im tired and i just want to sleep forever.
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your.cool.grandma
Then nap
on March 07, 2019
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on March 07, 2019
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i really don’t know why im convinced people care about me.

literally all of them are just going to leave and then i can finally die alone.
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your.cool.grandma
wrong
on March 05, 2019
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on March 05, 2019
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