I'm just trying to make myself feel better???? So here I guess????
Pick a number(s) and ill tell you my:
1) height
2) best friend
3) relationship status
4) favourite movie
5) have or want any piercings See More
6) what i hate most about myself
7) Zodiac sign
8) what song i am currently listening to
9) top three favourite songs
10) top three favourite song artists
11) favourite song lyrics
12) what i find attractive
13) biggest phobia
14) number of girlfriends/boyfriends
15) favourite animal
16) favourite tv show
17) hottest celebrity
18) Create your own question
~Repøsted
Pick a number(s) and ill tell you my:
1) height
2) best friend
3) relationship status
4) favourite movie
5) have or want any piercings See More
6) what i hate most about myself
7) Zodiac sign
8) what song i am currently listening to
9) top three favourite songs
10) top three favourite song artists
11) favourite song lyrics
12) what i find attractive
13) biggest phobia
14) number of girlfriends/boyfriends
15) favourite animal
16) favourite tv show
17) hottest celebrity
18) Create your own question
~Repøsted
on June 24, 2016
Tbh I really wanna die right now
Just someone come to my house and kill me and make it look like suicide
K thx
Just someone come to my house and kill me and make it look like suicide
K thx
on June 24, 2016
"When I Wake Up,I'm Afraid Somebody Else Might Take My Place.."
on June 24, 2016
ugh,,
i feel terrible rn tbh
i just finished talking to my friend
but
eh,,
i don't really feel wanted haha :' )
i feel terrible rn tbh
i just finished talking to my friend
but
eh,,
i don't really feel wanted haha :' )
Tbh you're p wanted. Idk what I'd do without you, honestly. You're one of the reasons I haven't hurt myself badly.
on June 24, 2016
on June 24, 2016
*internal sobbing*
Can you survive the night?- Night 1
Died
Looks like you aren't gonna make it through the 1st night, it was nice knowing ya.
on June 23, 2016
“Black Rabbit: Hazel... Hazel... you know me, don't you?
Hazel: I don't know.
[the apparition reveals himself to be the Black Rabbit, and Hazel gasps]
Hazel: Yes, my lord. I know you.
Black Rabbit: I've come to ask if you'd like to join my Owsla. We shall be glad to have you, and I know you'd like it. You've been feeling tired, haven't you? If you're ready, we might go along now.
[Hazel looks at all the younger rabbits of Watership Down]
Black Rabbit: You needn't worry about See More them. They'll be all right, and thousands like them. If you come along now, I'll show you what I mean.”
― Richard Adams, Watership Down
Ignore me pfft
Hazel: I don't know.
[the apparition reveals himself to be the Black Rabbit, and Hazel gasps]
Hazel: Yes, my lord. I know you.
Black Rabbit: I've come to ask if you'd like to join my Owsla. We shall be glad to have you, and I know you'd like it. You've been feeling tired, haven't you? If you're ready, we might go along now.
[Hazel looks at all the younger rabbits of Watership Down]
Black Rabbit: You needn't worry about See More them. They'll be all right, and thousands like them. If you come along now, I'll show you what I mean.”
― Richard Adams, Watership Down
Ignore me pfft
on June 23, 2016
*screaming bc I might post a map sooooonnnnn hnnnnngg*
on June 23, 2016
I think i fell in love with underswap papyrus
We're alike in too many ways jfc
We're alike in too many ways jfc
Lazy and very protective over the people you love, tall af, bad jokes so bad that they're good
Yup
Yup
on June 23, 2016
on June 23, 2016
oh jeez
3+ Likes for:
❥ Single?
❥ Crushing?
❥ Favourite food?
❥ Favourite color?
❥ Favourite Music? See More
❥ Favourite band/artists?
❥ Talents?
❥ In love?
❥ Hobbies?
❥ Gamer?
❥ Long/short hair?
❥ Height?
❥ Jacket/Hoodie?
❥ Eye colour?
❥ Hair colour?
❥ Shirt colour?
❥ Jeans or shorts?
❥ Get married?
❥ Have kids?
❥ Ever or still do wet the bed?
❥ Had or have depression?
❥ Daydream?
❥ Thought of food?
❥ Someone you love?
❥ Someone you hate?
❥ Dream job?
❥ Got tattoos?
❥ Got piercings?
❥ Worst day of your life?
-Stolen-
3+ Likes for:
❥ Single?
❥ Crushing?
❥ Favourite food?
❥ Favourite color?
❥ Favourite Music? See More
❥ Favourite band/artists?
❥ Talents?
❥ In love?
❥ Hobbies?
❥ Gamer?
❥ Long/short hair?
❥ Height?
❥ Jacket/Hoodie?
❥ Eye colour?
❥ Hair colour?
❥ Shirt colour?
❥ Jeans or shorts?
❥ Get married?
❥ Have kids?
❥ Ever or still do wet the bed?
❥ Had or have depression?
❥ Daydream?
❥ Thought of food?
❥ Someone you love?
❥ Someone you hate?
❥ Dream job?
❥ Got tattoos?
❥ Got piercings?
❥ Worst day of your life?
-Stolen-
on June 22, 2016
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So I had this dream last night, my crush and two other irl friends of mine and I were playing monopoly in like this huge hotel like thing and then all of a sudden I hear a scream.I kinda looked at everyone else then I
looked behind my crush bc she was sitting in front of a window and I saw this boy like 14-15 getting the living shit beat out of him,with like hedge clippers bc he had huge slice marks lining his side and like across his face and lining his nose.On the bridge of his nose he had small cut marks from like a stapler remover or something,The other person who was beating the boy looked like he was 17-19
And meanwhile I was trying to hard not to just sob and I was wheezing trying not to,eventually I gave in to the anger and like ran to the doors and darted around to the side that I saw the boy getting beat up on,I basically stopped dead in my tracks once I turned the corner because I thought I recognized the guy that was his attacker,I think I just ignored that and like basically flung myself at him and started biting the ever loving shit out of him,yes I left marks and drew blood and the dream escalated when he shoved me off and stabbed his neck with like a syringe or a pen and then he just kicked me to the ground and it ended there,,,
Idk this dream was really scary to me,,,
I have a feeling I'll probably witness this one day and I don't want it to happen...
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So I had this dream last night, my crush and two other irl friends of mine and I were playing monopoly in like this huge hotel like thing and then all of a sudden I hear a scream.I kinda looked at everyone else then I
looked behind my crush bc she was sitting in front of a window and I saw this boy like 14-15 getting the living shit beat out of him,with like hedge clippers bc he had huge slice marks lining his side and like across his face and lining his nose.On the bridge of his nose he had small cut marks from like a stapler remover or something,The other person who was beating the boy looked like he was 17-19
And meanwhile I was trying to hard not to just sob and I was wheezing trying not to,eventually I gave in to the anger and like ran to the doors and darted around to the side that I saw the boy getting beat up on,I basically stopped dead in my tracks once I turned the corner because I thought I recognized the guy that was his attacker,I think I just ignored that and like basically flung myself at him and started biting the ever loving shit out of him,yes I left marks and drew blood and the dream escalated when he shoved me off and stabbed his neck with like a syringe or a pen and then he just kicked me to the ground and it ended there,,,
Idk this dream was really scary to me,,,
I have a feeling I'll probably witness this one day and I don't want it to happen...
Yikes.... Nightmares like this are awful. I'm sure you'll be alright, just be careful of what you're watching(like, blood and gore and whatnot). Before sleeping, try not to think about things like blood and all that, it could make these dreams worse. I doubt anything like that can happen in your future, but it may. No, I'm not trying to scare ou bc I would never See More try to in this case. Just be careful, k?
on June 21, 2016
on June 21, 2016
IM DYING BC THEY HAVE SO MANY GOOD WATERSHIP DOWN QUOTES AAAAAA
https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/1357456-watership-down
https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/1357456-watership-down
on June 21, 2016
"My heart has joined the thousands,because my friend stopped running today."
I'm using this quote one day and I'm gonna see if anyone gets the reference
I'm using this quote one day and I'm gonna see if anyone gets the reference
on June 21, 2016
Well
Anyone have the isle???
I kinda wanna play after walking my dog :0
Anyone have the isle???
I kinda wanna play after walking my dog :0
on June 21, 2016
Fùck
I can't stand that day treatment
My supervisor there gives me a headache.
I can't stand that day treatment
My supervisor there gives me a headache.
People who give others headaches are the worst :c
You won't have to go there anymore soon though, right?
You won't have to go there anymore soon though, right?
on June 21, 2016
on June 21, 2016
Damnit
Ok lemme just say
I laughed way too hard today while I was playing the isle
Legit this huge pack of raptors tried to kill a Puerta
They all died I can't
That's a rlly dumb move om g
Ignore me haha
Ok lemme just say
I laughed way too hard today while I was playing the isle
Legit this huge pack of raptors tried to kill a Puerta
They all died I can't
That's a rlly dumb move om g
Ignore me haha
on June 20, 2016
on June 19, 2016
I hate how I'm such a wimp I can't even bring myself to self harm again.
Whatever.
All this for nothing.
Whatever.
All this for nothing.
It's good you can't bring yourself to self harm. Self harm is worth nothing and only brings more pain(in my experience at least)
You're not a wimp if you can't self harm yourself, or you're scared to self harm yourself, it means you're strong. Believe me, I've already broken. I've lost all trust from my parents because of self harm, and I have no way to regain See More that trust now. I've broken people's hearts already because of self harm, and I have nightmares about it now. Trust me, self harm will bring more pain. It will do nothing to help you, no matter what you think.
You're not a wimp if you can't self harm yourself, or you're scared to self harm yourself, it means you're strong. Believe me, I've already broken. I've lost all trust from my parents because of self harm, and I have no way to regain See More that trust now. I've broken people's hearts already because of self harm, and I have nightmares about it now. Trust me, self harm will bring more pain. It will do nothing to help you, no matter what you think.
on June 18, 2016
Well, I'm glad you don't have any sharp objects. Majority of people who self-harm get strung out on drugs because just cutting won't ease the pain. So I'm glad.
on June 18, 2016
Says you,
I would self harm again
But I can't bc one
I don't have any sharp objects
And two my mom would be pissed.
I would self harm again
But I can't bc one
I don't have any sharp objects
And two my mom would be pissed.
on June 18, 2016
Please don't. I'm not sure why you'd want to do that. It won't be worth it in the long run. *hug*
on June 18, 2016
on June 18, 2016
Yup I'm done
I'm so done.
I really REALLY want to find a screwdriver
And take the razors out of my two sharpeners
I can't do this
I won't talk to my mom abt this
I don't care if I get in trouble for posting this See More
I don't care anymore
Just get this over with and done.
I'm so done.
I really REALLY want to find a screwdriver
And take the razors out of my two sharpeners
I can't do this
I won't talk to my mom abt this
I don't care if I get in trouble for posting this See More
I don't care anymore
Just get this over with and done.
Also, if you need it, my counselor has given me a list on how to cope with sadness and what not... I can send the list to you if that will help. It's supposed to steer you away from those dark thoughts you're having,
And
None of us are stupid for caring. We all just want to help, we all want and need to be there for you.
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None of us are stupid for caring. We all just want to help, we all want and need to be there for you.
on June 18, 2016
That won't be worth anything. You'll only bring more pain to yourself and others. You're very important to some people out there, and without you they'd be missing something. Tbh, in a life or death situation I'd be the one to sacrifice my life for you. It's gotten to the point where I don't care about myself anymore, and most of my care has gone to you and other See More friends. The people at the hospital are trying to help you, and soon you won't have to go back. Remember that everything will be okay in the end, but if nothing is okay, it's not the end. You bring happiness to so many people, and if they knew you were self harming or even planning to kill yourself, they'd be heart broken. Please, force yourself away from these thoughts or it'll all just get worse.
on June 18, 2016
Gabby, do you realize just how fúcking important you are to me? I probably would be dead right now if you hadn't convinced me not to leave home. You're one of the few people that have actually stayed my friends. I want you to stop saying that we shouldn't care about you. If you believe that, then you don't know us OR yourself well enough. But in the end, if I See More still cant change your mind, you better believe I'm killing myself too, because I'd rather die then live the rest of my life knowing I couldn't save one of my best friends. The world wouldn't be worth living without you, or any of my other friends.
on June 18, 2016
There's no point. All that time in the hospital would be for nothing..
Please, don't you understand that people are trying to care for you? They aren't stupid, they're kind. You're lucky to have friends. I'm sure there's another way for deal with pain but self-harm isn't the answer.
Please, don't you understand that people are trying to care for you? They aren't stupid, they're kind. You're lucky to have friends. I'm sure there's another way for deal with pain but self-harm isn't the answer.
on June 18, 2016
There's a Reason there's I'm still on this site besides how addicting it is, and that's because there's always someone who could use some help and emotional support
on June 18, 2016
on June 18, 2016
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