on August 22, 2019
Just a random vid I found
https://youtu.be/jHvjHbfXll8
https://youtu.be/jHvjHbfXll8
suck Suck SUCC
S U C C I need more Toga in my life... Anime - My Hero Academia / Boku no Hero Academia (Season 3 Episode 6) (Episode 44) Twitter: https://twitter.com/BlueEy...
on August 22, 2019
Blueberry_Child added a question to the starred list
Favorite ice cream flavor rep points i need them
on August 21, 2019
Vent I reckon
?
?
?
?
?
? See More
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
Some days I wonder if my mother loves me or not. I mean she treats my sister like she's a perfect little girl who could do nothing right and then she just treats me like I'm only here because she didn't want to take a life that hasn't even started. Sometimes she makes me nervous with how much she cares for my sister. She tells me that I hate my sister and that's why she hates me.... Okay first off I never hated her! Second off she just is so distant from me that it's heartbreaking. I love my mom to death but sometimes she can make it seem as if I'm the only one who doesn't do anything with my life when all I do id keep my room clean (for the most part), do my homework, and read a little bit (and obviously do chores :/ ). But apparently she can't appreciate that I'm trying to do something other than cry in my pillow all day like I used to. I am trying to make everyone happy and even though I try everyone seems to blame me for their stress and problems. And it's making me fecking angry and stressed. Some days I wonder why I haven't run away yet and I dunno why but it's craziness in my house and I'm finally getting better. But how can I if my mom is always making me seem terrible I try not to be bad. But I guess no matter how hard I try I always make everyone around me... If I talk to my dad about it he will just make my mom seem even worse and come to take me away from my mom. Dang it I just really have no idea what to do anymore... Why can't my love be enough? I just wanna move out and live with my friends....
Oh and she also gets mad if I wanna be called something other than my real name. I mean I really love it but... It doesn't seem right for me... But she guilt trips me into wanting to have my real normal name... I'm just like Mom I don't feel like it's an appropriate name for me... It doesn't match how I feel in anyway or sort of way it just makes me feel even more down I go by Sam because it feels like a proper name for me and my stuff... Not just because I hate the name or something.... I'm just upset with her I dunno... But she sometimes makes me mad.
?
?
?
?
?
? See More
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
?
Some days I wonder if my mother loves me or not. I mean she treats my sister like she's a perfect little girl who could do nothing right and then she just treats me like I'm only here because she didn't want to take a life that hasn't even started. Sometimes she makes me nervous with how much she cares for my sister. She tells me that I hate my sister and that's why she hates me.... Okay first off I never hated her! Second off she just is so distant from me that it's heartbreaking. I love my mom to death but sometimes she can make it seem as if I'm the only one who doesn't do anything with my life when all I do id keep my room clean (for the most part), do my homework, and read a little bit (and obviously do chores :/ ). But apparently she can't appreciate that I'm trying to do something other than cry in my pillow all day like I used to. I am trying to make everyone happy and even though I try everyone seems to blame me for their stress and problems. And it's making me fecking angry and stressed. Some days I wonder why I haven't run away yet and I dunno why but it's craziness in my house and I'm finally getting better. But how can I if my mom is always making me seem terrible I try not to be bad. But I guess no matter how hard I try I always make everyone around me... If I talk to my dad about it he will just make my mom seem even worse and come to take me away from my mom. Dang it I just really have no idea what to do anymore... Why can't my love be enough? I just wanna move out and live with my friends....
Oh and she also gets mad if I wanna be called something other than my real name. I mean I really love it but... It doesn't seem right for me... But she guilt trips me into wanting to have my real normal name... I'm just like Mom I don't feel like it's an appropriate name for me... It doesn't match how I feel in anyway or sort of way it just makes me feel even more down I go by Sam because it feels like a proper name for me and my stuff... Not just because I hate the name or something.... I'm just upset with her I dunno... But she sometimes makes me mad.
on August 20, 2019
on August 18, 2019
So I was just chilling and then these two little boys are at my window staring at me and I'm just like omfg why are these kids ata my window and it's ridiculous I just wanna chill out with out a 5 year old and a 7 year old watching me play on my phone
on August 17, 2019
Does Craig Tucker Like You?