on February 22, 2016
It's like fate wants me to go to sleep so I can get a detention
HR Cephei 8938 just starts playing (one of Deadmau5's really good songs, but sleep inducing ones) and I'm. Really. Tired.
HR Cephei 8938 just starts playing (one of Deadmau5's really good songs, but sleep inducing ones) and I'm. Really. Tired.
on February 22, 2016
So I have this playlist
For sleepy songs only
And magically, it changes to that
And I can't change it or I'll get caught
And I'm already tired
It's taking its toll : (
For sleepy songs only
And magically, it changes to that
And I can't change it or I'll get caught
And I'm already tired
It's taking its toll : (
on February 22, 2016
Someone said I had bags under my eyes
Now I'm freaking out because I really didn't want anyone to point them out
Now I'm freaking out because I really didn't want anyone to point them out
on February 22, 2016
I found legit 5 gray hairs
I had to pull them out
I need to stop stressing out so much...
I had to pull them out
I need to stop stressing out so much...
on February 22, 2016
I think I'm better now. I'll just think happy. Like I'm almost down with all of my homework and I can play OFF and watch Sherlock when I get done. Those...are good thoughts! Something to look forward to! I'll...think those instead of the bad ones.
on February 22, 2016
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Being sad isn't edgy. It's normal to be depressed/sad for a certain period of time. It's okay to post your feelings at moments when you feel like you're sad. Example:
Not edgy: Today was a bad day because... I feel sad because...
Edgy: I want to kill myself, I hate myself, time to go cut
Now that's not only annoying, but it pisses some people off. You can express feelings without all of that.
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Being sad isn't edgy. It's normal to be depressed/sad for a certain period of time. It's okay to post your feelings at moments when you feel like you're sad. Example:
Not edgy: Today was a bad day because... I feel sad because...
Edgy: I want to kill myself, I hate myself, time to go cut
Now that's not only annoying, but it pisses some people off. You can express feelings without all of that.
on February 22, 2016
Wow, more people I don't even know/talk to care about me more than my "friends"
What
What
on February 22, 2016
Once again, I'm really sorry for the spam and stuff, I'm just really sad and i don't feel like dealing with this right now, I'm just...REALLY sad and I'm really sorry, I'm just not feeling myself
I really wish Wolfyjewl was here right now
I really wish Wolfyjewl was here right now
on February 22, 2016
I really want my mom to come and pick me up because I feel that shitty but my dad will be like, "Jade you're fine, you need to stop, stay at school," and my mom probably wouldn't care because she won't pick me up unless I'm physically hurt
Now my sleeve is just wet with tear and I feel and look shitty and tears are on my iPad and now it's all sticky
Now my sleeve is just wet with tear and I feel and look shitty and tears are on my iPad and now it's all sticky
on February 22, 2016
I feel really lonely now... I hate B lunches on Mondays...
This is just a lot. I'll probably cry during ELA because I sit in the back and no one notices.
This is just a lot. I'll probably cry during ELA because I sit in the back and no one notices.
on February 22, 2016
I'm scared, I AM FUCKlNG SCARED. I really hope she's okay, I don't think I can handle anymore sad thing today... And today was going to be a great day... I just feel like yelling now. I'm about to cry because I'm super sad... I'm probably stressing over nothing...but she means so much to me and to she her go through all this pain is unbearable... I'm doing my best to hold the tears in because I hate crying in front of my friends...but this is too much for me, and her. I just want See More to take the pain off her shoulders and just let me help and hold her... I feel like I'm being clingy and shit...I don't think I can make it through the day, especially with my ELA teacher I hate a lot...
I don't even know man...I'm just really sad. I just want to crawl up in the hole and...just die, you know?
on February 22, 2016
on February 22, 2016
on February 22, 2016
Oh my God, my friend read a Qfeaster's bio, and read it in this high pitched voice
She was cringing, but she read it in this voice
She cringed at the "pai" and "chanpai" parts
Oh my God, I died
She was cringing, but she read it in this voice
She cringed at the "pai" and "chanpai" parts
Oh my God, I died
on February 22, 2016
Okay, so I have "friends" who honestly don't care about me, obviously. Then one of them was, note WAS, all like, "Oh Jade, I'm always here for you," and I believed it. But we're they there when I was starving myself and throwing up my food forcefully? No. Where they there when I was crying today? No. They weren't and they lied. And being lied to isn't See More fun, of course. And I'm really worried for a friend. I have a huge crush on her, and she knows, and she's really sad. So I'm just worried and stuff. And I don't think she likes me anymore and I'm scared...