DAMNIT I BLEW MY CHANCE
She was walking out of math and all I did was wave, fuckk
She was walking out of math and all I did was wave, fuckk
on May 12, 2016
I caused this, I'll fix it, not them, it's not their problem
It's mine
I'll be useful for once, hopefully.
I got this
She isn't an object to be thrown around like this
I need to tell her that I REALLY DO love her and because of my selfish needs, she's hurt
I'll understand if she hates me, but I'll still love her See More
I'm sorry, I love you : (
It's mine
I'll be useful for once, hopefully.
I got this
She isn't an object to be thrown around like this
I need to tell her that I REALLY DO love her and because of my selfish needs, she's hurt
I'll understand if she hates me, but I'll still love her See More
I'm sorry, I love you : (
on May 12, 2016
Okay, at lunch, I'm going to apologize to her and just
Hug her, really tight, like I never wanna let go
sounds good to me
Hug her, really tight, like I never wanna let go
sounds good to me
on May 12, 2016
on May 12, 2016
Damndamndamndamndamn this isn't fair, stop being sad and lonely in a corner
I want to hug you but I've screwed everything up so :/
I want to hug you but I've screwed everything up so :/
on May 12, 2016
See? I cause the most shit, they clean it up, and I'm just there, being so damn useless like always. This is why I feel like I should just cut off all relationships, I'm not good with them. I'm a damn attention whore and everything HAS to me about me and my feelings. I don't deserve her love, but she's too nice to me and loves me anyway. Godfuckingdamnit.
on May 12, 2016
can I just not go to school today because I don't want to confront them and I don't like being alone in the library :/
I'll just keep my mouth shut and I won't say a thing to anyone today
I'll just keep my mouth shut and I won't say a thing to anyone today
on May 12, 2016
Morning, and I regret full out crying last night, it feels like someone punched me in the eyes
on May 12, 2016
...are you ok...?
I'm worried and I feel like I did something.... I don't know why... but I feel like I fuccked up or something...
You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to....
I'm worried and I feel like I did something.... I don't know why... but I feel like I fuccked up or something...
You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to....
It's best if you don't worry about it, I'm just a whiny bitch. It'll pass, it's just one of my moment when I get all pissy. Just ignore me.
on May 12, 2016
on May 12, 2016
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exactly my fuckiing point, there we have it, I want to fuckiing hang myself and one of these days I very well damn do it
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exactly my fuckiing point, there we have it, I want to fuckiing hang myself and one of these days I very well damn do it
on May 12, 2016
TW, but pleas don't read, I have no one to rant to;
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See? They're better than me. Have them instead of me. I'm not trying to make you feel bad. Just have them. I've got too many issues on my plate plus I'm a jealous person, so HAVE THEM.
I honestly want to stab myself in the eye with a dull pencil and swirl it around to understand how that's how I make you feel. Great. Either that or take a bullet to the head, I don't care. This urge to die is too much and I can't stand live any longer.
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See? They're better than me. Have them instead of me. I'm not trying to make you feel bad. Just have them. I've got too many issues on my plate plus I'm a jealous person, so HAVE THEM.
I honestly want to stab myself in the eye with a dull pencil and swirl it around to understand how that's how I make you feel. Great. Either that or take a bullet to the head, I don't care. This urge to die is too much and I can't stand live any longer.
on May 12, 2016
Night guys and hopefully you didn't screw up everything tonight like I did : )
on May 12, 2016
HAHA THEY HATE ME BC I LOVE THEM. THEY LOVE THEM TOO, SO THAT SCREWS EVERYTHING UP
JUST HAVE HER GODDAMNIT, I SWEAR I'LL LEAVE HER ALONE, JUST STOP MAKING ME FEEL HORRIBLE.
JUST HAVE HER GODDAMNIT, I SWEAR I'LL LEAVE HER ALONE, JUST STOP MAKING ME FEEL HORRIBLE.
Nnngh....
I feel like shit now bc I feel like I caused this....
You can tell me the truth if I did, I feel like I did something...
Ugh... I'm terrible...
I feel like shit now bc I feel like I caused this....
You can tell me the truth if I did, I feel like I did something...
Ugh... I'm terrible...
on May 12, 2016
It's okay, you don't have to help. This is the only solution I know of and I'll talk to my crush about it tomorrow. It's for the best, I've hurt them way more than they deserve and this is the last time I will.
on May 12, 2016
I know, but I feel bad. I'll just try to avoid them. I'm leaving this school this year anyway, and they'd be happier together.
on May 12, 2016
on May 12, 2016