get on u nut
on December 09, 2016
I feel better after ranting
I'll probably delete it later
I try so hard to be positive and happy but it's like this with my mom and me;
Me: I feel great!
Mom: *breathes*.
Me: thanks for ruining my mood.
I'll probably grow up and like her more, but I can't even right now
I'll probably delete it later
I try so hard to be positive and happy but it's like this with my mom and me;
Me: I feel great!
Mom: *breathes*.
Me: thanks for ruining my mood.
I'll probably grow up and like her more, but I can't even right now
on December 09, 2016
Really long rant, ignore; (Normally I would type them then delete them, but it is an occasion)
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You never clarified why you took me out of public school??
Is it because some girl found me crying on the bathroom floor?? Yeah, I was hurt, but I'm emotional. What's /NEW/? I felt left out by my friends, but they included me later on. So? Now every night, I'm crying on my bedroom floor because of you. Hypocrite.
Or if it because I fell in love with a biological female?? Let me tell you something. When you inserted me into private school, I felt intimidated because all of the other girls were prettier than me. It soon turned to envy because I felt I wasn't good enough. Then it turned into an attraction. I actually learned to accept myself better when I was attracted to other girls. It boosted my self-esteem and made me feel happy. So technically, it's your fault!
Or maybe it's because you like when I feel horrible? You tell me you love me and you want me to have friends, but you've moved me from SEVEN different schools. That is not okay. And you told me it was normal to feel suicidal at the age of eight. I've grown up with that and I can't live with myself and I'm tired. I just want to be content. I can't. I've gone to seven different schools, so I'm giving up on making friends. Not that it matters, I only have one hour every class, so there's no time to converse.
I hope you're happy but I'm sure as hell that I'm not.
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You never clarified why you took me out of public school??
Is it because some girl found me crying on the bathroom floor?? Yeah, I was hurt, but I'm emotional. What's /NEW/? I felt left out by my friends, but they included me later on. So? Now every night, I'm crying on my bedroom floor because of you. Hypocrite.
Or if it because I fell in love with a biological female?? Let me tell you something. When you inserted me into private school, I felt intimidated because all of the other girls were prettier than me. It soon turned to envy because I felt I wasn't good enough. Then it turned into an attraction. I actually learned to accept myself better when I was attracted to other girls. It boosted my self-esteem and made me feel happy. So technically, it's your fault!
Or maybe it's because you like when I feel horrible? You tell me you love me and you want me to have friends, but you've moved me from SEVEN different schools. That is not okay. And you told me it was normal to feel suicidal at the age of eight. I've grown up with that and I can't live with myself and I'm tired. I just want to be content. I can't. I've gone to seven different schools, so I'm giving up on making friends. Not that it matters, I only have one hour every class, so there's no time to converse.
I hope you're happy but I'm sure as hell that I'm not.
on December 09, 2016
B I T C H
I told you /not/ to tell anyone about that, then when you get upset, you tell my dad
That's okay, I won't tell you shit anymore, I fuckking hate your damn guts, go rot in hell
I told you /not/ to tell anyone about that, then when you get upset, you tell my dad
That's okay, I won't tell you shit anymore, I fuckking hate your damn guts, go rot in hell
on December 09, 2016
ugh, i have to go to this stupid place w/ my science class for "fun"
i want to kill myself, i //hate// my science class
i want to kill myself, i //hate// my science class
it's this stupid jumping park thing
hopefully I'll jump and break my neck so my mom will feel super bad for forcing me to go
hopefully I'll jump and break my neck so my mom will feel super bad for forcing me to go
on December 09, 2016
on December 09, 2016
on December 09, 2016
IZZY IS SO CUTE IM JEALOUS
on December 09, 2016
I HATE YOUTUBE REWIND 2016
IHE breaks down why YouTube Rewind 2016 is atrocious garbage. https://vid.me/IHE_Official Twitter ► https://twitter.com/IHE_OFFICIAL Facebook ► https://goo.g...
on December 09, 2016
We Are Number One, but every "one" is replaced with a cringy Minecraft parody
HELP ROBBIE: https://www.gofundme.com/2tm9tqk We Are Number One but every time Robbie Rotten says one a cringy Minecraft parody plays. This video didn't take...
on December 09, 2016
according to South Park, goth is:
hating the world, not themselves, and they don't conform to the popular things in life, (ie; modern clothes, popular singers, etc etc)
they like dark stuff, like black fingernails, Nine Inch Nails, vampires and morbid lore and makes depressing poems
and emo is:
hating themselves, everything is their or someone else faults
they wear dark clothes, but more grim colors added, like red
they sulk about life and how much it sucks and take their anger See More out on themselves
they don't conform either and listen to deep, dark songs
hating the world, not themselves, and they don't conform to the popular things in life, (ie; modern clothes, popular singers, etc etc)
they like dark stuff, like black fingernails, Nine Inch Nails, vampires and morbid lore and makes depressing poems
and emo is:
hating themselves, everything is their or someone else faults
they wear dark clothes, but more grim colors added, like red
they sulk about life and how much it sucks and take their anger See More out on themselves
they don't conform either and listen to deep, dark songs
on December 09, 2016
tag urself, qfeast squad edition;
lofo;
- assthetic
- sneky
- gay???? gay.
- sweetest of the squad but will snatch u up Q U I C K
- fashion coordinated See More
avnnt;
- thinks abt her boo 8760/52
- if u look at her wrong, she will attack
- #2 gayest of the squad
- she wants the d as in the drama
- 10/10 relatable but also the most unique
save sav's soul;
- p straightforward (unlike her sexuality)
- prolly lives by the "talk shit, get hit" motto smh
- who even knows if this is gay
- looks sweet but would murder u in ur sleep. beware.
- won't stab you in the back (only bc she'll stab you in the front.)
izy;
- s u p e r loyal, equivalent to glue
- ol' soul stuck in a tween's body, help her
- p gay. ranks #3 in squad
- look at this mess that i just found
- cutie! the cutest 'round and wouldn't hurt a fly
- can't type or spell to save her life
she gets ketchup;
- it's jamie, remember???
- "thnx 4 forgetting abt me guys,"
- claims is not gay. is not gay. stop calling her gay
- tries to get along w/ ppl and be nice
- talks abt s/o and shows them loads of love but doesn't get it back and gets on everyone's nerves abt them
- baby of the group even tho she's the 2nd oldest
lofo;
- assthetic
- sneky
- gay???? gay.
- sweetest of the squad but will snatch u up Q U I C K
- fashion coordinated See More
avnnt;
- thinks abt her boo 8760/52
- if u look at her wrong, she will attack
- #2 gayest of the squad
- she wants the d as in the drama
- 10/10 relatable but also the most unique
save sav's soul;
- p straightforward (unlike her sexuality)
- prolly lives by the "talk shit, get hit" motto smh
- who even knows if this is gay
- looks sweet but would murder u in ur sleep. beware.
- won't stab you in the back (only bc she'll stab you in the front.)
izy;
- s u p e r loyal, equivalent to glue
- ol' soul stuck in a tween's body, help her
- p gay. ranks #3 in squad
- look at this mess that i just found
- cutie! the cutest 'round and wouldn't hurt a fly
- can't type or spell to save her life
she gets ketchup;
- it's jamie, remember???
- "thnx 4 forgetting abt me guys,"
- claims is not gay. is not gay. stop calling her gay
- tries to get along w/ ppl and be nice
- talks abt s/o and shows them loads of love but doesn't get it back and gets on everyone's nerves abt them
- baby of the group even tho she's the 2nd oldest
on December 09, 2016
December 11th is supposedly the biggest day for breakups
@ ppl in relationships (including myself) good luck :'^)
@ ppl in relationships (including myself) good luck :'^)
on December 09, 2016
"you can be the skrillex to my mau5"
that was gay
that was gay
on December 09, 2016
w/e, I'm just being ungrateful
I have Matt and even though we aren't super sappy together, he's there for me and he loves me and I couldn't ask for anyone better. It may not be a picture perfect relationship, but I'm happy I at least have someone to tolerate w/ my clinginess, lmao
I have Matt and even though we aren't super sappy together, he's there for me and he loves me and I couldn't ask for anyone better. It may not be a picture perfect relationship, but I'm happy I at least have someone to tolerate w/ my clinginess, lmao
on December 09, 2016
if you have someone to be sappy w/, I totally envy you
I just play some music and pretend that I matter to someone (:
I just play some music and pretend that I matter to someone (:
on December 09, 2016
i think