the secrete to the boy

the hardship

i feel so lost i have never been so confused in my life wait i need to tell you what happened today
it was the day after the fake date i have never really understood love so im very confused  
yesterday was a good day probably the most fun i ever had
and i think im really in love with yamato
no it cant be
i dont know what love is i need to tell yamato how i feel
but i need to take my cousin to the park
as my cousin walked to her car and i walked home i saw his hair and the face i can tell him now
i ran to go see him but their he was
with another girl
and she hugged him and he hugged back
that girl was prettier than me so i just ran home and cried
why     why why did this have to happen to me

now i know how i feel
i love yamato