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i’m almost an adult now and i’m applying for college, i don’t use it anymore and i need to stop coming here LOL
my instagram is @breawestt
i’m almost an adult now and i’m applying for college, i don’t use it anymore and i need to stop coming here LOL
my instagram is @breawestt
on August 13, 2021
performed my first band thing of the season. sobbed at the end, not bc i was sad but bc we were playing toxic. and just before we went on we got the news. britney is free.
on August 13, 2021
i forgot to put sunscreen on my shoulders at band yesterday and now i’m covered in blisters. the sun is homophobic.
on August 12, 2021
even when not in a did context i hate when ppl assign pronouns to people.
for the love of god. stop headcanoning david bowie as they/them.
his characters?? fine. i honestly headcanon that ziggy stardust used he/they pronouns.
but bowie himself never said anything about being nonbinary. as far as we know he was a cis male.
“he was gender nonconforming!” GNC≠NB!!!! just because someone is androgynous doesn’t mean they are NB!! the same way NBS aren’t all androgynous
for the love of god. stop headcanoning david bowie as they/them.
his characters?? fine. i honestly headcanon that ziggy stardust used he/they pronouns.
but bowie himself never said anything about being nonbinary. as far as we know he was a cis male.
“he was gender nonconforming!” GNC≠NB!!!! just because someone is androgynous doesn’t mean they are NB!! the same way NBS aren’t all androgynous
on August 11, 2021
DID tiktok. i hate it sm it’s the worst side of tiktok.
there’s like 600000 tiktok accounts that claim to have DID. there’s only around 200000 cases diagnosed every year. and those 200000 cases are most definitely not limited amongst white upset middle class anime/dream smp fans.
and most of them r openly self diagnosed too???? “diagnosis is expensive!” you CANT have a personality disorder without a diagnosis. you can say you suspect it— i display all of the symptoms of BPD but See More▼ i can’t get a diagnosis yet. i’m not going around telling people i have BPD now am i? i’m waiting until i’m old enough to get an OFFICIAL diagnosis. the “i can’t afford a diagnosis so i’m self diagnosing” isn’t a problem when it’s things like depression and anxiety. NOT fuckking complex trauma disorders.
ESPECIALLY SINCE HALF OF THESE PEOPLE CLAIM TO HAVE DEVELOPED THE WHOLE DREAM SMP WITHOUT TRAUMA???????
it’s literally IMPOSSIBLE to have DID without trauma. literally. impossible. it’s caused by trauma and a system cannot exist without it. as someone with medically recognized trauma/ptsd???? pretending you have trauma so you can roleplay as the whole dream smp and make picrews of them.
also??? am i the only one who thinks it’s super disrespectful when these fake DID accounts make “factives” of real alive people and change their gender identity and pronouns??? i saw a bo burnham “alter” that uses piano pronouns???
i’m all for expressing yourself, i’ll call you what you want. but seriously????
there’s like 600000 tiktok accounts that claim to have DID. there’s only around 200000 cases diagnosed every year. and those 200000 cases are most definitely not limited amongst white upset middle class anime/dream smp fans.
and most of them r openly self diagnosed too???? “diagnosis is expensive!” you CANT have a personality disorder without a diagnosis. you can say you suspect it— i display all of the symptoms of BPD but See More▼ i can’t get a diagnosis yet. i’m not going around telling people i have BPD now am i? i’m waiting until i’m old enough to get an OFFICIAL diagnosis. the “i can’t afford a diagnosis so i’m self diagnosing” isn’t a problem when it’s things like depression and anxiety. NOT fuckking complex trauma disorders.
ESPECIALLY SINCE HALF OF THESE PEOPLE CLAIM TO HAVE DEVELOPED THE WHOLE DREAM SMP WITHOUT TRAUMA???????
it’s literally IMPOSSIBLE to have DID without trauma. literally. impossible. it’s caused by trauma and a system cannot exist without it. as someone with medically recognized trauma/ptsd???? pretending you have trauma so you can roleplay as the whole dream smp and make picrews of them.
also??? am i the only one who thinks it’s super disrespectful when these fake DID accounts make “factives” of real alive people and change their gender identity and pronouns??? i saw a bo burnham “alter” that uses piano pronouns???
i’m all for expressing yourself, i’ll call you what you want. but seriously????
on August 11, 2021
honestly when i think about it, almost every relationship i’ve had with a man when i liked them was so weird. even the happiest ones tbh.
they felt unrealistic.
i do not regret some of them. (most of them i do though LOL) me and ni were happy. but honestly?? it felt almost forced. i constantly posted about how we were together. to the point where it actually pissed people off. and honestly it wasn’t a normal relationship. it was almost like me telling the world, “look everyone! See More▼ i have a boyfriend! i love men!”
but the relationships i want now?? with women???? it feels so much happier. so much more real. and as happy as me and ni were, i would never go back.
they felt unrealistic.
i do not regret some of them. (most of them i do though LOL) me and ni were happy. but honestly?? it felt almost forced. i constantly posted about how we were together. to the point where it actually pissed people off. and honestly it wasn’t a normal relationship. it was almost like me telling the world, “look everyone! See More▼ i have a boyfriend! i love men!”
but the relationships i want now?? with women???? it feels so much happier. so much more real. and as happy as me and ni were, i would never go back.
now that i’m getting more comfortable with my sexuality i might make some moves with more girls now. there’s a girl i like who i hit on when i see her but we barely know or see eachother so LMAO
on August 11, 2021
on August 11, 2021
ok so weird post and this might change.
i’ve been thinking about it a lot and honestly?? i don’t think i like men. at all. i can not see myself in a relationship with an attainable man. i like a single, extremely feminine, old dead rockstar man. that’s it.
i constantly try to imagine myself kissing every man i see. i imagine being in a long term relationship with them, i imagine hugging them and it does nothing for me. when men hit on me, i find myself repulsed.
but nothing See More▼ feels the same with women. it’s weird
soo yeah. this is me coming out as lesbian ig, at least for the time being??? maybe
i’ve been thinking about it a lot and honestly?? i don’t think i like men. at all. i can not see myself in a relationship with an attainable man. i like a single, extremely feminine, old dead rockstar man. that’s it.
i constantly try to imagine myself kissing every man i see. i imagine being in a long term relationship with them, i imagine hugging them and it does nothing for me. when men hit on me, i find myself repulsed.
but nothing See More▼ feels the same with women. it’s weird
soo yeah. this is me coming out as lesbian ig, at least for the time being??? maybe
on August 11, 2021
it’s weird.
it feels like literally last year i was walking into band not knowing anything, and i was this mean little closeted bitch with a superiority complex.
but honestly now i’m sm happier in band. and i’m going to miss it a lot.
my last first performance of the season is thursday.
my last meet the band night.
it feels like literally last year i was walking into band not knowing anything, and i was this mean little closeted bitch with a superiority complex.
but honestly now i’m sm happier in band. and i’m going to miss it a lot.
my last first performance of the season is thursday.
my last meet the band night.
on August 11, 2021
anyways tomorrow is my last full day of band camp ever. (we have it thursday but it ends at 2 instead of 4 because of pictures)
actually insane tbh.
actually insane tbh.
on August 11, 2021
i wonder what would happen if everyone just left LOL
on August 11, 2021
excited for when i go to college so i can get a new first impression of the cool classic rock lesbian that plays guitar and studies in coffee shops and loves going to museums and bookstores and owns 600 plants
on August 10, 2021
my town kinda sucks sometimes considering the fact that’s it’s a conservative town with lots of assholes but we also have a chicken named harold that just wanders around all the time and no one is doing anything about it
on August 10, 2021
arthur is so damn funny and it’s probably why i’m the way i am. “a lonely child is what you’re going to be when i sell you “ HELPPP
on August 09, 2021
apparently people on tiktok....are now telling people that you can find money in the holes at the bottom of street signs
true!!!you can!!!! and it’s probably drug money and you’re going to get someone killed!!!
true!!!you can!!!! and it’s probably drug money and you’re going to get someone killed!!!
on August 09, 2021
soul train and the dick cavett show were such bad moments for bowie.
on soul train he was so nervous and high that he got drunk to calm down and when he performed he was so completely wasted that he forgot the lyrics. and he got yelled at backstage for acting up which just made it worse (thinking about it, bowie also had adhd which can make being yelled at so scary.) and he was so upset about that too. this’ll and he was so wasted he didn’t even know where he was.
and then the See More▼ dick cavett show was just awful. he was so nervous then too. and he was insanely high. he was laughing and sniffling and fidgeting his way through the entire interview. the faces he made were honestly terrifying just because of how wrecked he was. and then the singing portion was just painful to listen to, he sounded so sick. his voice is not actually that raspy. as someone who’s literally performed with no issues after yelling drills all day at band camp, that must’ve been physically painful. he was so clearly trying to yell over a sore throat which is SO BAD for a musician to do. his voice should not have sounded like that. mans definitely should’ve quit after the first song and asked for a cup of tea.
on soul train he was so nervous and high that he got drunk to calm down and when he performed he was so completely wasted that he forgot the lyrics. and he got yelled at backstage for acting up which just made it worse (thinking about it, bowie also had adhd which can make being yelled at so scary.) and he was so upset about that too. this’ll and he was so wasted he didn’t even know where he was.
and then the See More▼ dick cavett show was just awful. he was so nervous then too. and he was insanely high. he was laughing and sniffling and fidgeting his way through the entire interview. the faces he made were honestly terrifying just because of how wrecked he was. and then the singing portion was just painful to listen to, he sounded so sick. his voice is not actually that raspy. as someone who’s literally performed with no issues after yelling drills all day at band camp, that must’ve been physically painful. he was so clearly trying to yell over a sore throat which is SO BAD for a musician to do. his voice should not have sounded like that. mans definitely should’ve quit after the first song and asked for a cup of tea.
on August 09, 2021