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19. commie. lesbian. i like old books and i write songs
on October 20, 2023
for the love of god do not take 18 hours of classes in college i have 0 free time. when im not in class im working on homework. i still don’t have time to finish everything. midterms are next week and i an falling so far behind + im getting a cold i think and im pissed ab it UGHHHH
on October 20, 2023
went to trader joes and the person behind the counter had the same name as the person im seeing ???? ive literally never seen that name anywhere else
on October 20, 2023
i need an award for having the most chaotic love life jesus
none of this even MATTERS i haven’t as much as thought ab her since i graduated high school 😭 im grown + im happy in my current situation why is she still making problems 2 years later
on October 19, 2023
j found out that my friend’s weird ex from high school still hates me bc i wrote a “dirty poem” about him and “stole” him from her (said poem was about the guilt that comes with liking someone whos in a relationship. yea there was a dirty line ab fantasizing but like ???its a stupid poem i wrote when i was 17. im 20 now sorry you were the second choice ig that See More▼ is not my problem.
on October 19, 2023
on October 19, 2023
friend of mine saw me in peets and for some reason he came up and slapped the window and i almost dropped my coffee
on October 19, 2023
in a coffee shop and there’s a baby and they started playing bob dylan and now its crying
on October 17, 2023
about to WAGE WAR with whoever my nextdoor neighbor is theyve been drilling something all morning and were doing it til 1 last night
on October 17, 2023
on October 16, 2023
not-cis ppl will either put so much effort into choosing the perfect name, find one they like, research it, learn ab the history or they’ll hear it once in a tv show and be like “yes. thats me. perfect”
if i recall correctly the person im talking to heard theirs in a youtube documentary series and was like “yeah i like that” and it actually suits them so well i didnt even consider that it’s not their birth name
on October 16, 2023
on October 16, 2023
life updates:
- t m i but i <3 oversharing uhhh about to literally die my periods ab to start and my condition makes me be in agony for the first day or so and i need it to not be a school day (legit had burns on my stomach from the heating pad last month its bad)
-the concert yesterday was a blast i hugged 3 band members and me and my best friend went (the person i like wanted to go but couldnt make it, tbh may have been for the better, it was VERY loud and they can get overwhelmed See More▼ sometimes w that sometimes)
-im at my limit w this dude he apologized for the rejection incident but it always feels like he’s talking down to me and simultaneously trying way too hard to impress me. yesterday he was going on ab how carrying his 40 pound backpack doesnt phase him (im like 8 inches shorter than him, like 2/3rds his weight, clinically malnourished, and have to balance out mg caffeine intake with sedatives and i carry 40+ pounds of school stuff and gear roughly 16 city blocks (give or take) several times per week.
-singing creep by radiohead for class which is destroying my lungs its so hardddd
-weather in chi is so bad rn send help
- t m i but i <3 oversharing uhhh about to literally die my periods ab to start and my condition makes me be in agony for the first day or so and i need it to not be a school day (legit had burns on my stomach from the heating pad last month its bad)
-the concert yesterday was a blast i hugged 3 band members and me and my best friend went (the person i like wanted to go but couldnt make it, tbh may have been for the better, it was VERY loud and they can get overwhelmed See More▼ sometimes w that sometimes)
-im at my limit w this dude he apologized for the rejection incident but it always feels like he’s talking down to me and simultaneously trying way too hard to impress me. yesterday he was going on ab how carrying his 40 pound backpack doesnt phase him (im like 8 inches shorter than him, like 2/3rds his weight, clinically malnourished, and have to balance out mg caffeine intake with sedatives and i carry 40+ pounds of school stuff and gear roughly 16 city blocks (give or take) several times per week.
-singing creep by radiohead for class which is destroying my lungs its so hardddd
-weather in chi is so bad rn send help
@girlfailure holy shit what that’s INSANE. i thinkk i have??? it wasnt as bad as bc but it didnt rly help that much
on October 15, 2023
fuuuuck that, dude. birth control as a period combatant is the worst. they did that for me and i had to be hospitalized because it gave me a pulmonary embolism. ☠️ if birth control isn’t working for u, have u tried progesterone? since i got my surgery in april, i’ve been on that and it’s been way more helpful w both my hormones and my period pain. obv there’s See More▼ no universal miracle cure but it could help maybe
on October 15, 2023
@girlfailure i rly need to😭 my doctor says they suspect endometriosis or fibroids + a hormonal imbalance since they all run in my family but they refuse to do anything but prescribe me birth control and ive tried like 3 different ones and they all make me even sicker LMFAO
on October 14, 2023
have you seen a gynecologist ab ur period? it took me literally three years and majority of that was spent being gaslit by doctors but eventually i was able to get a laparoscopy done and they found endometriosis AND a cyst in there 😭 med professionals suck mega balls tho, especially the ones who say they’re FOR women
on October 14, 2023
on October 14, 2023
saw an inster gram reel of some dude who’s obsessed w pac man and the comments made me so sad
on that note if any of my neurodivergent homies wanna yell me ab their hyperfixations/special interests pls do id love 2 hear the lore >:)
on October 14, 2023
it was all shit like “bring back institutionalizing people” “chris chan” like bro hes clearly autistic and pac man is his special interest he was j rly excited ab playing his silly little yellow dude game let him be happy.
on October 14, 2023
on October 14, 2023
