Outsider
I've always been on the outside of things. I've never belonged to a group. I've never been able to fit in. So I spend my life clinging to forgotten friendships. Trying to make things better or go back to normal. I never get invited to much, especially now. I just feel like a constant outcast, someone that people only talk to if they can't find their actual friends. So for some odd reason, despite how much pain Jarrod had given me already, I wasn't angry. It may sound really stupid but I forgive people way too easily and that's why I forgave him, way too much.Yet every time I forgave him he bit back and hurt me even more. I found myself trying to stay in class for as long as possible so he would leave before I came out, but he would just wait.
I tried leaving early too. I came up with excuses like dentist appointments and meetings. Anything so I could get out early and be out of there before he came. Nothing worked. He would always find ways to destroy my plans. I'd told my friends about him but they must have thought I was lying or something because none of them cared.
So I hoped with all my heart he would stop, but I knew with all my mind that it wouldn't be easy.
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