peachytea
Hi, I used this site years ago and ultimately decided to come back occasionally, can't believe I've been here since 2014. Anyways, I go by Bea and I'm 19. I make music and sing now. See More▼ 😼
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Super stressed out. Might see my partner this weekend. 😼
RayneCloud
Hope they make you feel better <3
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about 13 hours ago
Got moved into my new house, it's so nice but it's gonna take a while to get everything unpacked and cleaned up plus getting all the necessities turned on. 😭
@peachytea I hope you really like the place, my boyfriend is helping their grandparents move and has to sleep on the floor- He's been sleeping on the floor for 5 days-
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I can't wait to get a car.
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Every time I log on I still get shocked over the fact I've grown up on this website and I remember all the friends I used to have on here.
on Thursday
I can't believe I'm almost 20 years old.. what the fuсk.
@peachytea Yeah, I get it a bit better now, freshmen year flew by.
Maybe that's because I decided to just stop talking.
Maybe that's because I decided to just stop talking.
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Debating on releasing my new music video. I've been working on it for a while but I think I could do better.
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@peachytea I get that- I'm making an ARG and some of it requires videos but I don't have anywhere to record- 😭😭😭😭
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@RayneCloud
Not really, it's just been hard to produce because I don't have anywhere to record videos rn.
Not really, it's just been hard to produce because I don't have anywhere to record videos rn.
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Can't wait to graduation.
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Life update; 🌷
- Finally found a place to live.
- Still job hunting but I make some money from my side jobs if you know what I mean.
- Slowly coming to terms with all my past trauma and learning to properly heal.
- Still doing music, I'm really hoping to produce an album this year.
- Gonna be releasing a book by the end of the year hehe.
- Finally found a place to live.
- Still job hunting but I make some money from my side jobs if you know what I mean.
- Slowly coming to terms with all my past trauma and learning to properly heal.
- Still doing music, I'm really hoping to produce an album this year.
- Gonna be releasing a book by the end of the year hehe.
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@peachytea Has the book name been dropped? And I'm glad you're learning to heal, that makes one of us. I'm proud of you <3
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I hate this site in a way but I still also love it very much? I'll never get over everything on here, plus my own former friend group and inside jokes and ughh. It's so nostalgic. 😭
11 days ago
At this point in my life I have no time or energy for drama, arguments, petty behavior, etc. I've learned to let things go and move on. If you can't add peace to my life, you're out. Blocked, deleted, denied access.
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11 days ago
The urge to post a lot on here 🤝 the urge to delete my account and never come back.
I'm sry this site seemed more safe but I guess no website online is rly safe after all. I do hope ur doing much better
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12 days ago
I was really dating a whole ass 24 year old adult on here when I was like 15 and nobody ever said anything about it?? Uhm.
12 days ago
I still genuinely can't get over all the things that have happened on here. Being harassed, groomed, stalked, doxxed, lied about/lied to, when I was 10 - 15 has really effected me mentally.
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Mini life update;
- Still working on publishing my book.
- Making an actual music video soon.
- Having some personal issues. Ykyk.
- I'm 99% sure I have bpd lol.
- Still working on publishing my book.
- Making an actual music video soon.
- Having some personal issues. Ykyk.
- I'm 99% sure I have bpd lol.
Relatable to the last one and also writing a book and making a ARG so : } Hope your stuff goes well
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Going through it right now. 🥴
@peachytea Of course. <3 Even if I don't agree with you on somethings, doesn't mean I won't listen <3<3
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@peachytea
I get that, it'll be okay, it might not be today, tomorrow or a week after, and I can't say that I know it'll get better, because I don't. No one truly does. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through because I don't, but I can say I'm here to listen. I'm here to help in ways I can, I'm gonna be here if you need someone to be, even if they're See More▼ not in person. I'm here to be vented to. I'm here to be a virtual shoulder to cry on. I'm here. And I will try to make it better in any way I can. To make it more bearable <3
- Rayne.
I get that, it'll be okay, it might not be today, tomorrow or a week after, and I can't say that I know it'll get better, because I don't. No one truly does. I can't say I know exactly what you're going through because I don't, but I can say I'm here to listen. I'm here to help in ways I can, I'm gonna be here if you need someone to be, even if they're See More▼ not in person. I'm here to be vented to. I'm here to be a virtual shoulder to cry on. I'm here. And I will try to make it better in any way I can. To make it more bearable <3
- Rayne.
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I still get super anxious logging on sometimes but it is what it is.
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Life updates; 🌷
- Hopefully graduating next month or in June. I've been pushing the date further because of some unfortunate issues.
- I still have a partner. Not sure how this relationship is going to go.
- Currently have been having episodes but I'm trying to slowly recover the best that I can. Life has been very hard and stressful recently but I'm okay-ish overall.
- I started making more song covers and posting them on my youtube. I doubt I'll ever post them on here See More▼ but y'know. I want my musical career to work out so badly honestly.
- I don't know what else to say! Um. Oh, I've been questioning my political beliefs again and I've come to the decision I'm apathetic/centrist. I absolutely despise all governments and governmental figures. Also I've realized I'm actually just bisexual and lowkey really dislike the whole alphabet community LOL. Cancel me.
- Hopefully graduating next month or in June. I've been pushing the date further because of some unfortunate issues.
- I still have a partner. Not sure how this relationship is going to go.
- Currently have been having episodes but I'm trying to slowly recover the best that I can. Life has been very hard and stressful recently but I'm okay-ish overall.
- I started making more song covers and posting them on my youtube. I doubt I'll ever post them on here See More▼ but y'know. I want my musical career to work out so badly honestly.
- I don't know what else to say! Um. Oh, I've been questioning my political beliefs again and I've come to the decision I'm apathetic/centrist. I absolutely despise all governments and governmental figures. Also I've realized I'm actually just bisexual and lowkey really dislike the whole alphabet community LOL. Cancel me.
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