kafka - Page 3

i want a pomegranate so bad rn what the fuckk

emetophobia is the stupidest phobia bc throwing up is a regular human body function but my brain is like “lol actually id rather kill myself”

life updates raaaaaah
-classes started yayyyy
-im playing a gig next thursday:D
-i quit labeling myself a while ago but idkk lowkey think im gonna start identifying as lesbian again tbh idk every connection ive had w a man has either felt so superficial and forced or was something completely unattainable and likee i don’t feel like i have to force myself to be comfortable with ppl who arent men idk
-speaking of which me n my gf have almosttt made it to 2 months eeeek im so See More▼ excited shes so coooooool
-ate a really good bagel earlier
-i have a messed up tooth n im so anxious about it for some reason
-almost done with the idiot (the book) n its so good. my gf is actually reading a different one of his books rn so thats also cute.

took a quiz ab which literature character i am totall bullshit i am definitely gregor samsa

today was epic we had fun

date w the gf later

i cant wait to see that video of me slowly opening an altoids tin to reveal a single tab in my snapchat memories eveey year

life updatessss teehee
-parents visited for a couple days :p we hung out n got breakfast n coffee
-what im like 99% sure is endometriosis bc it runs in my family and theres like nothing else it could be probably is starting to flare up again real bad lowkey wish the doctors
would actually come up w a solution thats not birth control
-haven’t seen gf since friday<\3 was gonna try to hang w them yesterday but she hasn’t been feeling well i rly hope its nothing serious
-christmas See More▼ was cool i got sewing supplies and 2 jellycats
-loving the book im reading currently
-working on cleaning my apartment

the need for constant reassurance + feeling that everyone absolutely hates you has gotta be the worst part of bpd. i feel like a child crying for attention

i have the best gf wtf

this website is still insane to me tbh like in 2015 we were on here getting groomed and starting some of the most insane, bitter arguments we’ve ever been in over literal cartoon characters and now we’re actually grown adults who have jobs and pay taxes and some of us are starting families it’s insane to me