HurtAs I walked to class wearing my usal T-shirt,jeans,army jacket,and combat boots,I got a couple of dirty looks from the rest of the girls around me.As usual I just tried to shake it off.I walked into class the teacher wasn't there because I always came in early.I was met with Zander.I turned to walk away and to my desk.But there he stood stareing down at me."What do you want"I asked. "For you to be normal"He said pushing me down.My books flew everywere.I hit the ground hard and struggled to get back up.He picked me up off the ground to only throw me back down again.He beckoned for the rest of his gang.Everyone gathered around me.I was kicked,punched, slapped,and cut.Tears burned in my eyes as they left.I hugged my knees and burried my face in my arms,starting to sob.The teacher came in."Zane,whats the matter"She asked kneeling by me.I looked up and wiped the tears from my eyes. "I'm fine" I said picking up my stuff and walking to my desk.
During class a paper ball was throwen on my desk.I opened it. "Kill yourself" it read.I picked up my bag and right in the middle of class I got up and left.I ran from the school and feel to my knees. "I'm perfect,I'm fine,I'm okay,I'm human" I said to myself. "I'm a worthless,I'm a mistake,I need to die" I heard in my head.I replayed those true words in my head.I was worthless.I was a mistake.I did need to die.I quickly felt tears burn in my eyes again."Don't pity yourself with tears,Zane" I said trying to blink back the tears.But I couldn't help it.I sobbed.When people walked pass and asked if I was okay.I looked at them straight in the face with tears running down my face saying "I'm okay".