I can't believe myself(Hey guys it's Joceaphine and I'm th the author I just wanted you to know that you must read Briannas story before you read this one'or it won't make sense also unlike the other one this one is 12+ due to VERY mature themes)
I tugged home thinking about Brianna maxwell, she had kissed me then told me that Nikki has a crush on me.
All of this is makeing my head spin. "There you are" grandma exclaimed. "Sorry I went out without telling you" I muttered "don't worry about it just tell me next time" she said happily.
I thanked her for not takeing it to hard and whent to my room. It was 9.00pm at night and we spent pretty much all day looking for Brianna. But I have a question where did Nikki go?.
After Brianna kissed me I herd her run off, hey if she was mad I couldn't blame her. I would be mad at myself, but I needed her opinion on me so I choose to call her.
Ring Ring Ring "hello" a crooked voice answerd as if she had been crying. "Nikki what's up its me Brandon I'm Relly sorry for-" "LOOK BRANDON I AM SO MAD YOU ACTUALLY KISSTED MY LITTLE SISTER" I was hert that she said that but I couldn't blame her.
"Actually Nikki she kissed me" I said calmly " DONT BELIEVE YOU BRANDON I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN" she shreaked then ended the call.
I hated myself then, the love of my life hated me I can't cry but I need to do something to end my anger. Then a thought crossed my mind of what I could do, I hated the idea but I needed to get my stress out.
I ran to the kitchen and checked around for my gardens, nope they probably whent to bed.
A wave of anger rushed suddenly over myself. I grabbed a knife and sliced a cut on my arm, OUCH that hert but it relieved some pain.
I stared at the cut for a while then cut another remembering that Brianna was Nikkis SISTER. I just glared at my cuts as I truged down stairs to my room.
As I got to my room I flopped across the bed as I watched blood drip from my cuts. I HATED myself my parents proberly DIDENT get homisided they probably committed suiside because they had to live with me.
I feel asleep hopeing the blood will drip all out and I'd die in my sleep,I can't believe myself.