Welcome Back.Hi, hello, I'm Mackenzie. You guys were probably expecting this to be another fictional tale I created, right? Well, you'd be wrong. I've made two "We need to talk" story things, where I ranted and tried to tell the truth. But, the truth is, I only gave you parts of the truth. I've been holding back so much, and embellishing when I did put it out. You're all thinking, "She's a fraud, a liar."
Well, today I'm here to change that. This will be the most honest thing I will put out to this day. This will be me, explaining who I am, what I think, and why I think that. If you're not a fan of me and/or my opinions, this would be your cue to leave. In perfect honesty, I'm not putting this out there for you. This is for me. I decided it was time that I allow myself to just let go, breathe, and be me for once.
So, here ya go.
I originally intended to post another rant, but then I realized that's not what I wanted to do then. I wanted to let myself feel something, for once. I'm so tired of holding in my emotions, and then letting them explode. I like to rant about attention seekers, but I'm one myself. I preach about things that I'm guilty of. I'll go for months seemingly happy, all smiles and happy content, and then BAM! I'm a sad mess who cries everyday and tells the entire Internet that!
I'm not writing this stuff to get you to like me or think different of me. I'm writing this mostly for me, but also so you can understand who I am, where I come from, the things I've been through, and what I want to do because of those things.
If you want to understand who I am and all that ish I talked about earlier, than I would suggest reading the next chapter. If you don't care and don't want to know, leave. I'm not trying to please you with my life. My life has had parts that suck and parts that are great. I just want to do this for me. This is my no BS story of who I am.