What Do You Think? (2)

So, I Need Help...
I'm in love ♥
I've Known The Guy For Years And I Think He's Starting To Develop Feelings For Me Too.
He Shows All The Signs That He Likes Me And All The Quizzes I Take Say He Loves Me.
Now, Here's The Part I Hate..
I'm 13 Years Old (I Know I Have To Be Older To Have This Account) And He's 19..
Please Don't Judge Me Because Of This..
I've Had These Feelings Two Years Now And I Can't Get Over Him, Believe Me, I've Tried..
It's Killing Me Knowing That I Can't Date Him When There's A HUGE Chance That He Likes Me Back..
I'm Very Mature For My Age, I Know That Doesn't Matter Though Because It's Still Against The Law..
What Can I Do?
I Love Him ♥♥♥
He Calls Me Special..
He Sticks Up For Me..
He Plays Really Nice Song For Me..
When We Talk, He Never Brakes Eye Contact..
He Always Gets Really Close To Me..
I Don't Know What To Do And I'm Really Confused, Please Help Me :(