There is no point

I have what’s called dissociative identity disorder previously known as multiple personality disorder) is a rare complex psychiatric condition the alters are previously known as personalities

During my dissociative a alter takes control and I’m no longer in control of my body and mind it has gotten me in a lot of trouble

Most people think it’s fake or they just assume I’m a bad person everybody seems to make statements before they know any form of facts dissociative identity disorder is a real condition I have been told by many psychiatrists it’s real
And it’s a real problem in my life

I lost friends and relationships it caused lots of family problems

My alter Raymond came out in grade 8 and told lies saying my dad was abusive and child services had to come to our house

My alter Raymond is bad he’s always getting into trouble and starting fights and tells horrible lies

Now I have made mistakes in my normal state I don’t use my dissociative identity disorder as excuse I take responsibility for my actions but I’m definitely not the horrible person everybody thinks I am

I’m a honest nice and caring and respectful person and I’m not violent and aggressive

Although I have made mistakes in my normal state I don’t use my dissociative identity disorder as a excuse there are things I do feel guilt about that don’t involve my dissociative identity disorder
But I take responsibility for what I have control of not what I don’t have control of and if I could take back everything I have done in my normal state and my dissociative state I would but I can’t the past is in the past and I wish everybody could move on and stop hating me and move on from everything that happened in the past

Please know your facts before you make a statement you never know what somebody is going through

Things have gotten so bad I’m going to be moving out of my area and moving to a different place I’m quite hated I feel like a
abomination to humanity

It doesn’t matter where I go it’s just going to be the same problem over and over again just at different places with different people I feel trapped I just feel like giving up what’s the point of Continuing a miserable life

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NetherWorks
I know exactly how you feel... Kinda. I have this, which another name for it is, Dual personallity. The only diffrence is that we can controll at the same time. I call it Aiz and my normal personallity lynn because Aiz-lynn. My name is Aizlynn,whatever. Gettin off topic. So ya. She bumped in at 6th grade and started causing toubles for me. I kept her a secret (i still do but give hints) from others. She is bad but, no offence, as bad as Raymond. She is nice most of the time. Any See More▼
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your.cool.grandma
Dude!! Don’t give up!!! You are a valid person!!! It’s not you’re fault you have other people in your mind!!! People love you and care about you and the assholes that think you’re crazy don’t matter!!!! It gets better!!! You will find people who understand!!!!
maka12345678
Are you okay I’m sorry for any confusion basically during my dissociative state it’s almost like sleeping my subconscious mind takes control over the mind and body I have different alters that front and take control my triggers are stress and lack of sleep and lots of other things
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your.cool.grandma
Yeye I’m ok
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maka12345678
Awe thanks a lot I’m here if anybody else needs my help or advice I’m not a selfish person I’m very caring
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Zoey.1
My brother has that and he is just like u he can't even go to a dance without losing a friend!!! Poor guy
maka12345678
Dissociative identity disorder is very rare and complex
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Zoey.1
VERY
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maka12345678
Yeah noting is easy about it
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Zoey.1
And my parents have some places to go on weekends and have to bring me to some so we have to leave him home alone but we always leave someone behind with him.
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