What is your darkest truth?

What is your darkest truth?

What’s your deep, dark truth that not many people know about? I’m no judge, feel free to say anything. 🤗

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Ghosty.Boo
I was a People-Pleaser for so many years that I got to the point where I became anti-social.
I have never had a lot of friends, and with the friends I had I wanted to do anything I could to make them happy. So I did anything they asked and I lied about who I really was.
One friend treated me like garbage but I still stayed and treated her nicely, and when I realized I loved her and told her, we "dated" for two weeks then she ignored me. This was my first girlfriend and when she See More▼
OsakoLi
Also, don’t feel bad . . . That’s not your fault. It’s the people who hurt you at fault . . . There’s so many people who choose to be bad . . . I hope the people who are good can make up for it😞
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OsakoLi
No problem! You seem to be a great person 🤗
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Ghosty.Boo
Thank you so much, this truly means a lot to me.
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OsakoLi
Yeah . . . I kinda know that feeling . . . But in the end, I told the friends of mine who picked on me to leave me alone, and they did. Unfortunately, now they are afraid of me . . . 😔
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OsakoLi
I’m a huge liar.
I lied about myself to everyone.
I was constantly sore, everywhere.
But, I only put on a smile and did the things every normal person would do, because at school, I was already treated like a freak.
I was pushed down countless stairs,
Called many names . . .
Harassed by my teachers and classmates . . . See More▼
xXEmo_KingXx
Hugs*
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OsakoLi
☺️
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xXEmo_KingXx
I liked my best friend with harsh words.

She loved me, and I loved her. You know, fairy tail kind of love. We were just kids when we fell in love, and... When she moved, we wrote each other letters.
It hurt me, having her gone. God, the pain I felt... When we wrote to each other, we'd always end with 'I love you, my star."
We wrote each other for 3 years until she suddenly stopped. I didnt know why at the time, but... When I saw her again, she was just as amazing and beautiful See More▼
xXEmo_KingXx
This Valentine's day will be a year my star died...
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xXEmo_KingXx
I guess.
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OsakoLi
Mmm. That’s a great idea 🙂👍🏻
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xXEmo_KingXx
So what am I to do now? I planned on taking some flowers to her grave, along with my guitar to try to ease her.
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OsakoLi
Mm. I see. 🙁
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xXEmo_KingXx
I know she is. That's what hurts the most though.
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OsakoLi
Mm. I see your point. Perhaps she is still with you though as a spirit? My grandpa is, because he wanted to stay with family 🙂
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xXEmo_KingXx
People don't understand how much guilt I have. They don't understand why I hate Valentine's day. They won't ever understand why I'm so cold towards them.
It's not them, its me wanting to not hurt them.
And, more importantly, it's about me never being decimated again.

People don't understand how deep our love was, or how is it she made me, the loser, the wimp, See More▼
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xXEmo_KingXx
I know, but it's alright. No one will ever be that close to me again, I swear on that. Besides, who can hurt a man that's lost his whole universe?
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OsakoLi
Yeah . . . But blaming yourself wouldn’t make your star happy though . . . 🙁
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xXEmo_KingXx
It's all my fault, too. It's funny how you miss the things you said you didn't.
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OsakoLi
😦 . . . That’s really sad . . .
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