How can I isolate myself?

How can I isolate myself?

Okay, so I have friends. I don't really care if they hurt me but the last thing I want to do is hurt them. Some of them are different, whereas I pretend to like them when really I'm just saving myself and making revenge easier (don't judge me. Everyone has their hobbies). But I don't want them to care about me anymore. I'm not a very good friend and if I don't do this now, we'll all get hurt. I don't care what happens to me but I don't want to leave them. If it were that easy, I would just stop being their friend. But that will hurt them. How can I do this? And there's this one girl whom I absolutely need. I have tried so hard to brace myself for all of my friends hurting me. I'm ready with all of them even though they don't know it. But this one girl is different. If she hurts me, then that's it. Then I'll kill myself in the most painful way I can find. How can I isolate myself without hurting anyone? (Please don't say that isolation isn't the answer. I've made my choice and please don't try to change it until you know ALL the information about my personal life.)

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Nightcat
Not the point. Isolating yourself will hurt people. They're your friends, so they care about you. They'll think you're ignoring them, or something's wrong *eyeroll for the constant "Are you ok? Is something wrong? Are you mad?" questions* There isn't a way to do this without causing pain. Isolation will likely affect your mental well-being and immune system. Friends are good for you. They hurt you sometimes, but it's worth it. And yes, I have just expressly gone against your request See More▼
Layla_The_Gayla
I don't care about my mental well-being. I'm already messed up enough with all the problems I have. Not to mention the meds I'm on. I'm as good as dead for all I care.
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Nightcat
Well I care. I don't care who you are, what you might have done, or what was done to you. The point is, you are not dead. There is no such thing as "good as dead", only dead or alive. Even the man sentenced to death can be rescued.
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Parabolic
I don't know why you'd need to do this but slowly remove yourself from them bit by bit until you don't do anything with them
Layla_The_Gayla
Okay, I'll try.
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Layla_The_Gayla
They'll start asking why I'm avoiding them. I need them to not want me. This will make them worry. But I'll try anyways.
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Parabolic
Just bit by bit it won't be as bad
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