Blank_Dream

Hwy. I care

I will give virtual cookies to anyone who knows what I am referencing with my username.

Note: Follow @The_Amazing_Neverland because they're heading toward a goal. Goals are good. Help this person!

How long has it been since anyone talked to me....?
I don't remember.
Ah, now I'm sad. Oh well, not like anyone cares.
Well, since I went through my notifications, and checked my pms, I guess I'll go again.
Nice to see people care.
*sigh*

My mother taught me to face everything with a smile, even if I don't like it, even if I feel like raging or crying.
So that's what I'll do. I'll smile at everyone, I'll be helpful, I'll be kind. I'll be there for people if they need a shoulder to cry on, or advice, or just a warm hug. I'll be there if people need someone to talk to, someone to help them work through their problems.
Even if I just want to up and quit, I'll keep going. As long as there are still people around me See More▼ who notice, I'll smile. I'll laugh, I'll make jokes, I'll listen to them talking about their lives. I'll be a good friend, a good listener, a good person.
I'll be happy, only on the outside, for you. But I won't really be there. You'll be laughing with a fake, talking to a replacement, pouring out your troubles and crying to a mask. I'm sorry. But at least you get a smile, even if it is fake.
I hope you're happy. I'm sure not.
But, then again, I bet no one will actually see this, or read it. And even if they do, no one will remember who I am, or care.
Some people may try to "comfort" me, but I know it's fake words meant to make it seem like they tried. Don't bother.
Nobody knows who I am, except for a few, and the few who do, won't see this. It will have passed them by.
They may see it later, in a year, a couple months, or even a week.
But by then, it won't matter, because I'll already be smiling.
Just as I said.

I just changed my Qfeast username. My old username was Ruler_Of_The_Fangirls.

Did anyone even notice when I was gone this long...?

3+ likes for:

1. Something weird you've done that you've never told anyone.
2. Your crush's first name.
3. Why you like your top celebrity crush.
4. Who would you date on QFeast and why?
5. What is your favorite hobby?
6. Something embarrassing you did/believed in your childhood.

Oh our lives don't collide
I'm aware of this
The differences and impulses, and your obsession with it
The little things you like stick, and I like Aerosol
I don't give a f*ck
I'm not giving up
I still want it all

I see swimming pools, and living rooms, and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill, and children's names
I see quiet nights poured over ice and tanqueray
But everything is shattering, and it's my mistake
Only fools fall fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall

HOLY SHIT I JUST CAME BACK AFTER THE WEEKEND AND I HAVE ABOUT 80 NOTIFICATIONS?! XD WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO?!